Love behind the screen {student/teacher}

Chap31 Lacey~ Family

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This is hopefully going to be a random but cute chapter, so. . . . enjoy:)

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 Wake up,

 Eat, 

 Shower- with the occasion on cutting

 Go to school,

 Force a smile, 

 Cry once I'm alone,

 Sleep.

My life was pretty boring, but I had no other way to live. I had lost my baby. The baby I was going to look after no matter what age I was. Sure I wish I was going to be older, but that doesn't matter now.  I will never be able to hold my own baby in my arms when I spend hours giving birth to him or her. 

 Little Lexi or Little Chris was going to look beautiful. I had dreams about them. Though they looked a lot like Chase instead of Paul. It didn't matter. I was never going to have children and that was it! End of. 

 Nothing 

  No one see's the lies I'm giving them apart from Chase. Some how he can see behind every broken smile, he can hear my voice crack when a sob accidently slips.

 Not even Paul can see or hear the pain. 

 Sometimes I wonder if I'm making a huge mistake with Paul. I mean. Lately he's been so distant and smiling at his phone a lot. I keep thinking he's cheating, but he wouldn't. He just couldn't. . . right?

 I know I've lost his child recently- two weeks actually- but he's just left me here to suffer on my own.

 I felt someone place their fingers on my arms so I opened my eyes, only to be met with Chase. He was only in some sweats, revealing his amazing stomach and biceps.

 "Sorry, what did you say?" I was listening to music, just laid on my bed like I do most days. 

 "All your family are downstairs. We're going to all watch some movies. I didn't want you to be alone." He joined me on the bed and sat Indian style, playing with the strands of my hair.

 "Who is exactly there?" 

 "Your parents, Porter and Amanda, Amy, Nathan with their kid, Daniel, his wife and kids, the twins and their older brother and his fiance, and your grandparents. I think that's it." Full house then.

 I nodded and started to tie up my ear phones.

 "It feels like I haven't seen you in ages." Always the over-dramatic.

 "You saw me this morning." I laugh lightly. Chase is the only one who can really make me laugh. Did I already mention that? Oh well, he's that great. "And you need a shirt."

 "But why?" He pouts but then immediately, a smirk makes it way across his face. "You afraid to fall for this amazing body?" Already have.

 "Just get a shirt."

 "Pass us the one your wearing then." I go bright red and he laughs loudly. "I'm kidding, though you should really stop wearing mine. Paulie might get jealous."

 "But your clothes are more comfy and I only see him at school or at football (soccer) practice and he's all disgusting then or he has to keep it on." I scrunched up my nose in disgust.