isabella // cth (book 1)

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CONVERSATION WITH RHOE(CCHI)

Rhoe(cchi) : he kissed you wHAT

Isabell(y)a(oi) : yes he did rhoe heLP

Rhoe(cchi) : what help do you need?

Isabell(y)a(oi) : idek

Rhoe(cchi) : idk what to advice you tbh bc this is a very hard situation

Isabell(y)a(oi) : how about i avoid them?????

Rhoe(cchi) : idk????

Isabell(y)a(oi) : act like what we used before, just the two of us, no boys, no drama.

Rhoe(cchi) : how about mikey? have you broke up with him?

Isabell(y)a(oi) : shit no, imma do it later, i'll just text him.

Isabell(y)a(oi) : i don't want some drama rn all i gotta do is break my relationship, no matter what relationship i have, with the boys

Rhoe(cchi) : okay then, make sure you did the right decision

Isabell(y)a(oi) : i think this is the right decision

Rhoe(cchi) : okay then, good night isabella. i'm tired af today

Isabell(y)a(oi) : same, goodnightt

I put my phone on the side of my bed as i stared into the ceiling, my eyes landed of my sketch of Calum and I don't know what to feel, that moment was one of the best and worst moments of my life.

I stood up from the bed and peeked on the curtain, there I saw Calum looking frustrated while tapping on his phone. He grabbed a tshirt from the floor and put it over his head, suddenly, my phone rang.

It was Calum.

I'm afraid to answer the phone, I want to avoid everybody, I'm so ashamed of myself.

I bit my lip as I slide to answer the call.

"H-hello?" I stuttered, it's still obvious in my phone that I cried even though I stopped crying an hour ago.

"Are you crying?" He asked concerned.

"I stopped." I mumbled softly, playing with my bed sheet.

"Sorry Bel it was my fault, I shouldn't have done that, I-i want you to be happy with Michael if he's the one you really love, I-"

"Calum." I sighed. "You're dumb, aren't you?"

"What?"

"I...nothing, bye Cal."

"Bel-"

I hung up, after all he still thinks I really love Michael. Goddamnit, I'm really so done with my life right now.

Suddenly, my phone blew up with messages from Calum.

Cal : Bel

Cal : Bel, i'm sorry

Cal : it's my fault why you and mikey are in a fight

Cal : i should've have conyained it

Cal : i shouldn't have kissed you

Cal : alcohol really does makes you thing you don't wanna do, huh?

Cal : are you mad at me?

Cal : well, i kinda understand why aren't you replying

Cal : cause i'm such an idiot

Cal : i can't even admit personally, i can't even confess to you

Cal : but rn i will, i'm a coward for saying this to you in text but

Cal : isabella, i love you

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3 updates in one day whaaaat

well, i'm bored and i'm washing clothes atm while waiting i write heh

this is (kind of) a filler tho

well, since i will start my classes tomorrow i'll update as many as i can today bc ily all and i can't promise to update everyday when my classes start bc i have no free time for writing and my most of my time will be all spent on school

but please, bear with me.

i love u all bitches, ily all x