Why?

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Why?

Why don't I have the feelings and emotions that so many Christians seem to share?

Why can't I be the one to cry due to the overwhelming joy of the Holy Spirit? Why can't I cry when I think of what Jesus did for me at the cross?

What is wrong with me? Why can't my small mind comprehend these wonderful things? Why can't my black heart of stone be chipped away, so I can feel what they feel?

Why don't I cry like they cry? Why am I so far inside my shell, refusing to come out? Why do I struggle? Why can't I feel emotions more strongly? Why do I feel numb? Why do all my words seem meaningless and heartless?

It's like I say what I mean, but don't mean what I say.

Why?

Why?

Why can't I change? Why can't I feel? Why am I not like them?

God, why?

Help me.

Please.

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