wildest dreams | b.e

Accept it | 034

Alana's POV

There I was, in bed with Billie again.

No, it's not like that. She slept over and slept in my bed. I woke up to see her next to me, sleeping soundly. She's so pretty when she sleeps.

No, Alana, don't.

Anyways, I actually feel much better today because of the soup and medicine Billie got for me. I really don't feel sick at all.

The only problem is that Billie is cuddling me and I don't want to move her so I don't wake her up. I'm really trying not to catch feelings for her, but I don't know what to even do about that.

iMessage:

livie 🫶🏻

hi lanaaaa

you up yet?
yuppp
omg did u talk to steve yet?
no i'm gonna wait till
tmr since i'm with billie rn
ooooh you are?

WAIT DID YALL UM
NO LMFAO she just slept over
ohh

okay well lmk how it
goes tomorrow!
okay i love you 🫶🏻
i love you tooooo 🫶🏻

Irl:

We'll get into that tomorrow.

I hear Billie groaning and I look down to see her, stretching. "Mmm, good morning." She yawns, sitting up.

"Morning," I smile at her. "Didn't know you like cuddling, Eilish." I smirk.

"I- I what?" Her eyes widen and I laugh. "It's fine, you were comfortable, that's all."

She smiles before starting to cough. Oh shit.

"Oh, Billie, I told you that you were gonna get sick from me!" I sigh. I place my hand on her forehead and she has a slight fever.

"Lana, I'm fine." She grumbles as she buries her head into one of the pillows on my bed.

"Billie, you have a fever." I roll my eyes. She sits up and frowns at me. "I hate being sick." She says.

"Here, lemme take care of you since you took care of me." I offer to her. "Alana, aren't you literally sick yourself?" She asks and I shake my head. "Nope, I'm feeling a lot better, thanks to you." I smile at her.

"I'm glad," She gives me a smile as well.

It's crazy how much things have changed between us. We can actually be in a room together, not wanting to kill each other.

I watch as she goes on her phone and smiles at something before texting. Hm.

I clear my throat and stand up, feeling jealous for some reason. She's probably texting Finneas or something like that.

"Um, I'm gonna head to the bathroom really quick." I tell her and she nods, her eyes staying glued to her phone.

Fuck.