wildest dreams | b.e

Memories | 059

Billie's POV

possible tw: homophobic slurs

Alana hasn't told me much about her mom except for the fact that she left her when she was 10. It's her birthday today and her mom just shows up like it's nothing.

"Oh, Alana, you've grown up to be so beautiful, honey." Her mom walks towards Alana to try and hug her, but Alana pushes her away.

"Don't fucking touch me, Maria." Alana says to her.

"Alana, I'm your mother!" Alana's mom, Maria, shouts to her.

"No, you're not. Maybe by blood, but you're a stranger to me." Alana shakes her head.

"Baby, it's me. Just give me a hug please." She opens her arms and Alana rolls her eyes.

"You don't get to show up one day and decide to be a mother when you've been absent in my life for 12 fucking years! That's not how it works." Alana yells.

My poor Alana did nothing to deserve this. If her mom ruins her birthday for her, I swear to God, I'll beat her ass.

"I'm here now." Her mom sighs. "Yeah, well I don't want you here." Alana says.

"Alana, honey, please." Maria frowns.

Alana scoffs and starts walking towards Maria with her fists balled up, but I grab her arm and pull her back. I hug her and she sniffles, trying to hold back tears. "Don't let her do this to you, baby." I whisper to her. "Don't waste your time on her."

"Baby? Alana, are you gay?" Her mom gasps.

I swear, if this bitch is homophobic, I'll actually throw hands.

"Yup." Alana sighs in my arms.

"That's disgusting! I raised you to-"

"No, you didn't raise me! My father, the most amazing man in the world, raised me all by himself! Not you, Maria." Alana shouts.

"I will not have a fag of a daughter!" Maria shouts back.

I clench my jaw and start charging towards her, but Alana pulls me back this time. "As hot it would be to watch you beat up my mom, don't do it." Alana whispers to me with a giggle.

"Please?" I frown and she shakes her head. I sigh in defeat and Alana laughs.

"Alana, you can't be gay! I didn't give birth to a fucking faggot!" Maria says angrily.

I flip her off and turn back to Alana. "Baby, wait right here. I'm gonna go get security." I whisper to Lana and she nods.

This woman is fucking unbelievable. Alana's lucky I listen to literally anything she tells me to do, because if I didn't, Maria would be on the ground fucking bleeding right now.

Alana's POV

I watch Billie walk back inside the party and I turn back to Maria. "You need to leave. You're not my mother anymore and you never will be." I scold her.

"Alana, I'm sorry I left, okay? I'm here now, honey. Please, just give me a chance." She says.

"No, you're in my memories for a reason and you should fucking stay there! I was having a great day, but you just had to show up today to ruin it, didn't you?" I roll my eyes.

"Honey, I wanted to be there, I just couldn't!" She starts to cry and I scoff. She's unbelievable.

"I needed you there! You don't know how hard it was growing up without a mother. All of the birthdays and Christmas' that you weren't there for, watching other girls with their moms have fun when I didn't even have a mom. You were never there and you sure as hell won't be now." I clench my fists to try and hold myself back from beating the absolute shit out of this woman right now.