wildest dreams | b.e

Baby, I'm yours | 056

                                   Billie's POV

I'm going over to Alana's house right now to tell her what I want and how I'm really feeling.

I'll admit that I'm nervous as hell, but what Olivia told me makes me feel a little bit more at ease.

I think I changed my outfit 5 times when I was getting ready because I'm stressed and overthinking a ton.

What if she says no? What if she doesn't want me?

What if, what if, what if. It's a never ending cycle.

I get to her house and pull in her driveway. I take a deep breath and try to calm down.

"It's okay, Billie. You got this." I tell myself.

Alright, I can do this.

I grab my phone and keys and put them in my pocket before walking up to her front door.

Her car is here and she's home, so I'm hoping she's not busy since I didn't ask her if I could come over beforehand.

I knock on the door and anxiously wait for her to open it.

The door opens and Alana's eyebrows scrunch together when she sees it's me. "Billie? What are you doing here?" She asks.

I honestly don't fucking know.

I don't know how to say this, so I'll just say it.

"Alana, I don't want to be your friend." I say.

"Oh, uh, this could've been a text, you know." She frowns, biting her lip.

"No, Alana. I want you to be mine. I hate being your friend. I hate looking at you knowing you're not with me. I hate having boundaries with you. I want you, Alana. I want you so fucking badly. I know I messed up, but let me make it right again." I plead.

She looks at me for a minute, studying my face. A smile grows on her face and she pulls me in by my shirt. "C'mere," She says before connecting our lips.

She pulls me inside and shuts the door behind us. Alana cups my face as we kiss and I put my hands on her waist, pulling her closer to me.

We walk to her bedroom without breaking the kiss and she lays me down on the bed, getting on top of me. She starts kissing down my neck, sucking gently on the skin which earns a small moan from me.

"You like that?" She asks in a whisper and I nod. "Words." She orders.

"Mhm, I like it a lot." I tell her.

Alana's never really topped me before, so this is low-key hot as fuck.

"Is this okay?" She looks up at me as her hands start trailing down to the waistband of my pants. "More than okay." I smile at her.

                             *smut starts here*

She slips my pants off and softly brushes a finger over my clit through my underwear.

Alana helps me take my shirt off along with my bra. Once I'm left in just my underwear, she swirls her tongue around one of my nipples while massaging the other one.

"Fuck, Lana." I groan in pleasure.

"Does that feel good, baby?" She teasingly says.

I swear I could've came right there and then.

"Y-yeah." I nod frantically. She smirks before sliding my underwear off of me. "Open your legs for me, Bil, okay?" She says and I do so.

"Open." She points to my mouth and I listen. She puts two fingers in my mouth and nods. "Good job." She says before pulling them back out.

"You sure you want this?" She asks.

"Alana, just fuck me already!" I whine and she laughs. "Someone's demanding today." Her eyebrows raise and she slides the two fingers she put in my mouth in my pussy this time.

"Mm, oh yeah.." I grind myself against her fingers as she pumps them in and out.

She smirks and adds a third finger in. "A-alana, that's too, um.." I try to speak, but all I can do is moan. "Too sensitive right now?" She asks and I nod.

"I know you can take it. I'll be gentle." She smiles softly at me.

God, that was fucking hot as hell.

After a little bit, my legs start to shake and I begin to buck my hips. "Lan, I- I'm close.." I stutter.

"Hold on," She tells me. She continues going faster until I start moaning loudly. "Alana, please." I beg.

"Alright, Bil. Go ahead." She says.

I quickly cum, arching my back as I moan Alana's name loudly.

She pulls her fingers out of me once I'm done and she looks up at me as she licks them clean.

That was literally the hottest thing I've ever seen.

I'm down bad as fuck for this woman.

                               *smut ends here*

"You doing okay?" She asks me as she comes up and kisses my forehead. "Mhm, um, thank you." I blush nervously. She nods with a smile.

"Do you wanna take a shower? I can take care of you." She offers.

She's seriously such a sweetheart.

"Really? You don't need to do that." I shrug. "It's fine with me." She assures me.

I nod and she picks me up and I wrap my legs around her waist. Alana walks me into the bathroom and sets me down on the counter.

She starts the shower and lets it run for a minute before we get in.

Nothing feels awkward between us, honestly. It just feels pretty normal.

"Here, turn around." She says to me. I furrow my eyebrows but listen to her.

She starts massaging shampoo into my hair, planting a kiss on my neck.

"Billie?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you a lot, you know." She tells me.

I turn around and smile at her, wrapping my arms around her waist. "I love you a lot too, Lan." I smile at her.

She finishes washing my hair and rinses it.

I just want to get this over with.

I'm nervous as fuck, but let's go for it.

"Lani?" I ask her.

"Mhm?" She turns to me.

"Um, so I know this isn't really a special way to ask or anything, so I understand if you say no, but Alana, I love you so much. I think about you all the time and all I want is to give you nothing but the best." I take a deep breath before finishing what I'm saying.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" I ask her hopefully.

"It's about fucking time, dumbass. Of course I'll be your girlfriend." She giggles.

"Wait, really?" My eyes widen.

"I'm yours, Bil. All yours." She hugs my waist and gently kisses me and I kiss back.

Olivia was right.

"I love you, Alana." I whisper to her.

"I love you, Billie." She smiles.

It's official.

Alana fucking Williams is finally my girlfriend.

holly speaks 🤍

okay there are you happy now? 🙄 LMFAO IM JOKING I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

like alana said, its about fucking time