I Need A Map, Sir

Chapter 10

Chapter 10.

My alarm went off and I reached over to shut it up. I was surrounded by the smell of Ryan, I opened my eyes to see that I was entangled with him. It was nice. It was comfortable. I looked up to see him and he looked down to me, a double chin emerging.

"Morning." He gave me a weak smile. I sat up and looked down at him. He looked exhausted, I wonder how much of the night he was up crying.

"Morning." I gave him a small smile. His hand reached up to me and pushed a piece of hair out of my face before gently carressing my cheek. 

"I'm sorry." It was a gerneral apology, for crying, for not telling me, for everything. 

"I forgive you." I leant down and kissed his cheek lightly. 

"I really do care about you Sofia." He spoke sincerely making me feel all warm. He cared about me. "You can always speak to me. Whenever, about whatever. You know that right?" I knew he was now refering to the fact that I was an alcoholic, and in the greater scheme of things, like if I was jealous or something small like that. It was nice that he wanted whatever we had to work out despite it's complications.

"Not now." I told him, I didn't want to go into my past yet. Even if he had endulged me in some of his. 

"When you want to, I'll be ready." He informed me. I nodded. He pulled me down from my sitting position and lay me down before stradelling me. I smiled up at his now genuine smiling face. "You're beautiful Sofia Katrina Diamond." He knew my full name, he'd remembered it after looking at my file. Hearing my mums name caused a slight pang of hurt but before I had time to think about it Ryan's lips were on mine. I kissed him back as pationately as he kissed me. His hands reached up my shirt and gently trailed along my stomach before cupping my boob. I trailed my nails down his back then round his front to his crotch, encouraging him. He started it, he can finish it. 

"I wouldn't mind that every morning, I think I'd become more of a morning person." Ryan joked as I sat doing my make-up, I'd already had a quick shower and got dressed in my black high waisted faux-leather shorts, with tights of course, and a slightly oversized burgandy hoodie. Casual. I didn't have much time to get ready after this mornings events. 

"I think I have to agree." I laugh as I put my eyeliner away after successfully winging out both of my brown eyes.

"Right, I need to go now if I want to get there in time, I also have to arrive before you." He leaned down and kissed my cheek. "I'll see you around." He winked in the mirror, I rolled my eyes. 

"Bye Ry." I smiled as he left. He was mine. I was his. I liked it this way. I quickly did my mascara and added a nude lipstick and I was complete. I brushed my hair through, dried it and left it down, naturally straight, pulling it to one side so it didn't look weird against my hood. Done! I got up,  slipped my feet into my black converse, grabbed my bag and keys then left my apartment. Ready for a fresh start at college. It was safe to say I was a lot happier today. 

"What are you two up to?" I questioed as I walked into my class, Justin and Ryan were discussing something.

"Well I'm shocked that you're here early!" Justin opened his mouth before slapping with his hand feigning shock. 

"Discussing you actually." Ryan winked. 

"Really?" 

"You know, those extra geography classes?" Justin added in, smacking Ryan for trying to wind me up.