Mafia's Love - the fire of passion burns inside us

Chapter 15

Two days later, Mrs. Park was sitting in Hee-Jin's apartment and drinking tea with her. "The boys are honestly worried about you. You train and work until you drop and are otherwise very withdrawn. What's bothering you, Hee-Jin, my love? Can I help you?" Hee-Jin stared into her teacup. "I don't know. Since the thing with Suga, everything's kind of different...I'm different..." She paused for a moment, then drove off continued: "I was so afraid of losing him. Then I suddenly realized how important he is to me, how much I need him." "You love him!" Hee Jin nodded. "Then what's the problem?" asked Mrs. Park. "On the one hand, I had to promise the master that I would stay away from his son... I feel like a traitor. On the other hand, I have absolutely no idea what Suga feels, whether he feels anything at all...He's been sending little signals every now and then, but I don't know how to classify it. I don't want him to feel obligated to me in any way." Mrs. Park took her hand and looked at her lovingly. "Our Suga may seem aloof and like a tough guy on the outside, but behind this shell is a sensitive, loving person. I don't think anyone was as important to him as you after the death of his beloved mother. He just doesn't dare to admit his feelings because he doesn't want to lose someone he loves again. Believe me, my love, you are very important to him. He loves you, I'm sure. He just can't show it like that. Just give it some time. As for your promise to the Master, don't worry too much. Even our master is powerless against the power of love." She smiled encouragingly at Hee-Jin. She nodded: "Thank you!" After the conversation she felt visibly better. Did he really love her too? She hoped so.

She had just come home from her morning shift at the hospital and made herself some coffee when her doorbell rang unexpectedly. Because she suspected it was one of her roommates, she didn't look at the door monitor like she usually did. So she was completely surprised when Suga showed up at the door. "Hi Suga. Um, come in." He entered her apartment without a word, threw his black leather jacket on one of the armchairs and looked around her apartment. She watched him and her pulse quickened. He looked so damn good again in his tight-fitting one black jeans and the loose silver-gray shirt with a black dragon on the back. He finally said: "It's nice here." and looked at her. She smiled sheepishly. "Yes, I feel very comfortable here. Please sit down. Would you like some coffee too?" He shook his head. While she got her coffee cup, he casually collapsed onto her sofa. When she returned with her cup, she asked rather casually: "What's your scar doing?" He casually pulled his shirt up to his chest and looked at her. The scar looked good, but her eyes also fell on another scar on his stomach and a brief smile crossed her face. "Looks good." Her statement not only referred to his scar, but also to the well-toned abdominal area that she could see. "And are you doing well otherwise?" she asked. He just looked at her with an indefinable expression on his face. She felt hot and cold in his presence. She clutched her cup. Suddenly she jumped up. "I, I... just have to... Um, I'll be right back." But before she could rush away, he also jumped up and held her by the arm. "Don't run away." He said, pulling her towards him and looking deep into her eyes. He put his arm around her waist and held her close so that the tips of their noses were almost touching. A soft gasp could be heard from his slightly open mouth and that desire flashed in his eyes again. Her pulse raced and she closed her eyes. He smiled before gently placing his lips on hers. Fireworks exploded inside her. He placed his other hand on her cheek and held her head. His kiss became more intense. Suddenly he broke the kiss and whispered softly, "I love you, Hee-Jin." "I love you too, Min Yoongi." He smiled briefly and kissed her again in response. This kiss was even more demanding than the previous one. Then he slowly let go of her and looked deep into her eyes. "You know what you're getting yourself into?" he asked her seriously. She nodded. He looked thoughtful as he pulled away from her. "A life at my side is dangerous. That's why I didn't really want to involve you in it. But I need you, Hee-Jin." He looked at her questioningly and tilted his head to the side. "Are you sure you really want a life like that?" She answered: "I want you! With everything that comes with you. With you, I can do anything." He looked at her gratefully, took her face in both hands and kissed her lovingly. Then he took his jacket and said to her, "Come on, let's go." He held out his hand to her. "Wait, I'll just get my jacket." They left the house together hand in hand.

Hee-Jin was curious because she had received a message from Suga that he wanted to meet her. However, she didn't know why. As she turned into the small side street, she could already see his motorcycle parked in front of an inconspicuous little workshop. She parked her car behind the motorcycle and got out. Seh couldn't see hin anywhere at first. She was about to go to the workshop when a side gate next to it opened and Suga came out. He smiled at her briefly and said: "There you are. Come on, I want to show you something." She followed him into the back yard of the workshop. There it smelled of motor oil and leather grease. They entered a small leather workshop and Suga greeted the man wearing an apron. "Mr. Jang, Ms. Choi needs equipment incl . Helmet." The man nodded. "May I take measurements first?" he looked at Suga questioningly. Suga nods and looked over at Hee-Jin. She smiled and said: "You're welcome! Go ahead." After Mr. Jang measured Hee-Jin, he showed her different colored leather samples and asked Hee-Jin about her special requests. She also had her own ideas about the helmet design. Suga let her do it and only smiles at one point or another. "I'll have the things ready to try on in 5 days," said Mr. Jang at the end. "Thank you," Hee-Jin said friendly goodbye. Suga just nodded and they left the workshop. Back on the street, Suga asked, "Are you hungry?" "Like a starving tiger," she replied, laughing. He smiled too. "Okay, let's go eat." After eating, he took her back to her car. But before she could get in, he stood in front of her and pushed her against her car. He looked deep into her eyes and then gave her the order tender kiss. "See you." Then he released her again. She smiled and replied: "I can hardly hope so." Then she got into her car and drove back to the villa. But after a moment's hesitation, she didn't go into her apartment, but ran down the street to the Parks property.