Mafia's Love - the fire of passion burns inside us

Chapter 43

Suga sat on a chair as Hee-Jin treated his wound. He initially closed his eyes so that she could get a good look at the wound. When she was finally finished, he looked at her again with his big, dark eyes. He pulled her onto his lap and hid his face in her chest. She wrapped one arm around his shoulders and gently stroked his hair with her other hand. Suddenly he wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly. "I need you so much," he murmured into her chest, barely intelligible. She just smiled and kissed him on the head. "Everything will be okay," she whispered. They stayed like that for a while until he finally released them again. They left the practice together. Outside she asked Suga: "Can I stay with you tonight?" He looked at her again full of passion and pain. "Do you really want to do this to yourself? To endure such an ugly, cut face?" he asked bitterly. "Suga, please stop it! I don't care what you look like, I love Min Yoongi the person and not Suga's face." He raised one corner of his mouth and sucked in a contemptuous breath. "I don't want your pity. You should look for another man who don't have a ruined face like me. I won't hold you, you can leave at any time," he said sarcastically. "But I don't want another man, I want you!" she answered, somewhat helplessly but firmly. But Suga frowned, shook his head and mumbled: "Then you're just stupid.....". Then he simply left Hee-Jin standing there and hurried away. She had a lump in her throat and felt tears welling up. She hurried to get home. She met Tae and Jimin in the entrance area of the villa. They looked at her in horror and asked worriedly: "Hey, Hee-Jin, what's wrong? Is something still wrong with Suga?" She just shook her head and rushed to her apartment. There she threw herself on her sofa, sobbing. Ten minutes later the doorbell rang. She got up and wiped away her tears, then opened the Door. Jimin looked at her in horror. "Hey, you were crying? Don't want to tell me what's going on?" he asked worriedly as he entered the apartment. He took Hee-Jin in his arms and she began to squeeze his shoulder again sobbing. When she had calmed down again, she told Jimin about the dialogue with Suga. At the end there were tears again. He took her in his arms again and reassured her: "Hey, everything will be okay. He'll get back together. Let him come to terms with it first." Finally, Jimin sent her to bed and left the apartment. She eventually fell asleep with very mixed feelings. Suddenly she was woken up by a noise. She turned on her bedside lamp and was terrified. There was Suga leaning in the doorway to her bedroom. She rubbed her eyes.

Suga???" She had the impression that his eyes were also teary. He looked at her with a strange, troubled look. She had now sat up and he slowly moved towards her. He fell to his knees in front of her and looked pleadingly at her. "I'm such a fucking idiot, I'm so sorry for what I said earlier," he said, hiding his face in her lap. She stroked his hair and repeated what Jimin had said to her before: "Hey, everything will be okay." He looked up at her and his entire emotional chaos was reflected in his gaze. He slowly stood up and started her passionately. He pushed her back onto her bed and cuddled up to her without breaking the kiss. Later he whispered in her ear: "I don't know what the hell got into me, but I know one thing for sure: I still love you so much it hurts. I don't want you to go. I want you to stay by my side forever." She nodded, smiling. "I will if you promise me not to be so hard on yourself anymore." This time he nodded and pulled her closer to him. He kissed her shoulders and neck. She closed her eyes and enjoyed it. He continued kissing her breasts and caressed her nipples with his tongue. She moaned slightly and tensed her body. He continued kissing her belly and finally he buried his head between her legs. She gave him space by opening her legs. He pampered her intimate area with his tongue and she moaned louder and louder. Finally he couldn't control himself anymore, quickly took off his clothes and lay on top of her. He penetrated her and began to move passionately inside her. He was already like that aroused, so he came relatively quickly. To drive her to climax, he sucked on one of her nipples while massaging the other between his fingers. She finally climaxed too and gasped. "I want more from you," she whispered. "What do you mean?" he asked confused. "I want a child from you," she whispered. Unfortunately, she couldn't see his face, but the long silence and the sudden tension in his body told her that he wasn't ready for this step yet. She understood that anyway She sighed with regret. Finally they both fell asleep snuggled up together.