LXXXVI: compulsive gambler

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Compulsive Gambler

I drown like a melancholy full of rain
My bulging eyes are keeping me insane
Regrets of mine are out of wisdom
Cash train slot spring as a bossom

I feel like I am emptied in a land of snow
Diverge in the darkness inside me
A compulsive gambler give me flow
Regret hugged me, losing all my frivolity

And I shall not regret anymore
A shallow mind evermore
I should have slept that night
To make all the things all right

Pure sorrow after I play
I just wanna sleep all day
It feels like a part of me is missing
Stabbed myself many times
to bring back nothing

Jan. 20, 2023

Ps. Me after losing a game I spent my money on. WHAHAHAHA!

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