Star Trek// Spock x OC -> I'm ready

17//Gone pt.1

Third POV

Nova smacks herself hard in the face. Trying to snap herself out of this trance.

"You're not dead yet." Nova says. "I can save you. I will save you. I have too." She goes to her bag, pulling out a bigger first aid kit. Nova does know how to stitch and seal wounds, often time she had to do it to herself.

"I can do this." Nova gets off Spock's shirt, she made sure he was still breathing. She looks in the bag and finds sterilizer, putting it on Spock's wounds as well as her hands. Then began stitching his wounds together. Using her abilities she joined the two ends together. Nova new she had to work quickly, Spock was losing a lot of blood.

"Oh God." She cries as she tries her best to stitch his wounds back together. Nova's hands shook as her tears maintained a steady stream.

"I'm sorry Kepha. I'm so sorry. Don't leave me." Nova keeps going, taking breaks in between to make sure Spock was still breathing. Nova couldn't help but think about all the trauma she's been carrying for years. She never dealt with her grief. Burying it was easier, now it was coming back like a zombie.

After awhile Nova gets done with the last stitch.

Nova checks Spock again. His chest stopped moving. Novas eyes widen as her hands feel for his heart at the lower right side of his torso.

I faint beat. A weak beat.

Spock was close.

There was no blood to give him.

Nova starts to panic. She doesn't know how to do CPR on a Vulcan.

"No no no no." She mutters. Nova tries using her powers. Again her hands shake, to much pressure she will squish his heart and kill him. To little pressure his heart wont jump start again.

Her hands shake and shake. She couldn't do it.

"Dang it. Think Nova!" She hits herself again, hard in the face. Nova could feel her heart beat quicken and she realized something.

"Emotional surge!!" Something that is done in her culture. When a warrior has a slow heart rate and on the verge of dying, another would touch them with extreme anger. This would result in the heart beating faster because of the sudden transfer of emotions.

Nova thinks about everything that would make her upset. The grief, the frustration with Spock, her inability to move on, everything that's ever hurt her, and every battle she's fought. Her breathing intensified. Her face is scrunched. She shakes with anger at this whole situation.

"Ahrahhh!" A frustrated scream comes out as Nova grabs Spock's shoulders.

Spocks POV

I don't want to die...

I could feel Nova, while I was losing consciousness, she was scared.

She felt guilty.

When I passed out I woke up on Vulcan. My mother was there.

"Spock? You ok?" She held my face gently.

"I am perfectly alright mother." I was at my house. Having tea with my mother. She sits back down.

"Don't lie to me Spock." My mother shakes her head with a frown.

"I'm dying." I whisper.

"No no. How's star fleet?" She dismisses. I decided to leave it and enjoy talking with my mom again.

"It's nice. I met someone." My mother raises in eyebrow.

"Ooo who is this someone?" My mother smiles.