Underneath His Breath

Who are you

i woke up it was around 10. i yawned looking around i walked out of the room looking downstairs i seen tom watching tv i didn't seen bill i walked down stairs the cold floor tickling my feet slightly i reached tom "Tom, wheres Bill?" i asked wondering where bill went

"To an race." he grumbled In a morning voice where it sounded like he just woke up he walked over to me towering over me before i could say anything he wrapped his arms around my waist "Tom what are you doing." i said shocked from what he was doing "You know im taken by bill He will murder you if you touch me Without his permission." i said

he brushed his lips against my ear "But im kinder and softer then his rough touch right? bill has problems i don't." he whispered into my ear

"Just leave me alone Tom i dont like you." i said starting to get annoyed by tom

i tried pushing tom away from me then i heard the front door open i turned my eyes to the door seeing bill walk towards us looking mad from that tom was holding me bill pulled me away from Tom i letted out a sigh of relief

"I didn't give you permission To touch her." he hissed glaring at tom

"Fucking answer me i didn't give you permission did i ?" bill said getting more mad

"Wel-" tom said before getting cut off by bill
"You know what? I dont want to hear it." he said turning around to grab my wrist dragging me to the kitchen "Did he touch you anywhere where he shouldn't?" he said his gaze softing as he looked at me

"No.. only my waist i tried to push him away." i said

"I dont want tom touching you. without my permission." he said i nodded to his response
"shouldn't you be at a race?" i asked

"Yeah.. but your coming with." bill said
"Okay.." i replied
bill took my hand leading me out of the house and into his car i got into the passenger seat buckling up

the car door opens revealing bill getting in the driver seat he started the engine and the garages door opened when they did Bill drived off on the road he placed his hand on my thigh rubbing it softly slowly going to my inner thigh

its been a while it was quiet while bill was driving

This is a actual nightmare i know i keep saying it.

Bills hand was still on my thigh squeezing it like im his stess toy for him to use, I definitely know thats gonna leave a mark. He always marks me as his. like its a reward, i started to have flashbacks to when i got into that car crash with Bill. He always cared for me a little too much... When im hurt and in the hospital with nurses he always rushes me out after im safe. I never knew why but i felt the car stop. i looked out the window seeing the raceway where it all started. i didn't want to be here.

i noticed a girl she was tall going to bills window, Bill rolled down the window

"Maria..?" bill said his voice softing i felt my heart stop his voice was never soft with anyones i looked over at Bill he was getting out of the car hugging Maria my eyes widen maybe shes a friend i looked back to my window i heard 'Maria' say "Aww.. i missed you so much Macky." she said

i tried to ignore it i noticed a Girl walking over to Bills car She had Brown hair like me but lighter Like a soft honey brown hair She standed by Maria she was slightly taller then Maria making her the perfect height for Tom

"Maria. Who is This?" she asked i heard faint kissing noises i felt my heart drop i looked over at Bill and Maria seeing them kissing His hands were on her hips i felt like throwing up Hes fucking cheating on me. i felt Anger i wanted to scream so bad

The girl by that fucking cunt noticed me she walked over to my window i rolled it down

"Hey, whos that guy?" she asked
"My boy- Never mind he's Bill kaulitz." i said looking at her

"Im Ameila. You?" she asked

"Anne." i replied

"Cute, They look like their making o—" i cutted her off "That Is my fucking Boyfriend." i said i getting out of the car she backed up i walked over to them still kissing "Enjoying that Love?" i said annoyed

Bill pulled away from the kiss looking at me " your just a Pet. i only cared for you because your all i had but she.. she was the first." Bill said

"What the Fuck Bill?!" i yelled i slapped him hard he grabbed my wrist he pushed Maria away He pressed his self against me "You cant just slap me. you cant leave me. you need ME." He laughed

"No, i don't." i said i pulled away getting in the car "Ameila Get in right now." i said waiting for her to get in when she did i started the engine
"You Cant let me go Anne. You want me You need me. You can't live without me there for you." Bill yelled i pulled out of the raceway driving to Bills mansion i pulled into the driveway getting out of the car leaving Ameila Alone she didn't know what to do i seen it in her eyes.

i went inside seeing Tom walking outside past me not realizing what was happening i went to my room only grabbing my money i went upstairs to Bills room smashing his stuff i stormed out of his room going outside of the house i seen Tom and Ameila talking i went past them i got in the car driving out of the driveway i needed Evelyn Right now i missed her i started to Cry Tears filling my eyes A whole waterfall going down my cheeks the tears rolling down my face messing up my mascara

Sopfia was with her Boyfriend georg (or gustav..)

I went to a parking lot parking it there i locked the doors falling asleep in the car.