Bet On Us 2: Love Me Or Don't

3. Her Honest Opnion

Tuesday
2:00am

It's 2am, and I haven't slept a wink, what is wrong with me? I usually sleep good. I might have to visit the doctor soon.
I kept thinking about what Robert said, "please take me back", the thought of it made me laugh.
Who does he think he is? I think I need some sisterly advice.

8:00am

I managed to get some sleep, not enough though, I like my sleep. I woke up, rubbed my eyes, then got up.
I walked towards my bedroom door, opened it, then strode towards the kettle.
I flicked the switch, then shuffled through my cupboard to find a cup, I put green tea bags in it.

I grabbed some honey out of the cupboard, I poured hot water into the cup, took the tea bags out whilst putting at least 2 tea spoons of honey in it.
Unexpectedly, I heard a knock at the door, my eyes started to widen.

Who the fuck is that knocking at this time of the morning?
I walked towards my door, looked through the peephole, it was royal mail.
I opened the door, grabbed my parcel, then smiled at the man.
I placed the box onto my kitchen table, what the fuck have I ordered now?
I must've ordered it half asleep.
I sit down at the kitchen table, thinking about what I'm going to do.
Would Millie be up right now? I need her.

8:30am

-Beep Beep-

"Hello Kat, you ok?" Millie asked
"Hi Millie, you busy today?" I begged
"No. Why's that?" Millie replied
"I need you" I answered
"Come over Kat, you're always welcome round here, you know that" Millie replied
"I know, thank you! See you soon" I answered

-Call Ends-

I drank the last of my green tea, washed my cup up then decided to get dressed.
I put on my favourite tracksuit, applied make up, as well as, brushing my teeth, besides putting my hair into a messy bun.
I put my trainers on, grabbed a pink monster out of the fridge, not to mention, grabbing my car keys.

I opened my front door, whilst closing it behind me, I also locked it.
I headed out of the building towards my car, I opened my car door, sat in the drivers seat while placing my monster into the cup holder.
I closed my car door, put my seat belt on, off I drove to Millie's house.

-1 hour & 11 minutes later-

10:30am

I arrived at Millie's house, I took my seat belt off, grabbed my monster as well as, phone, keys, etc.
I closed my car door, walked towards Millie's house, along with ringing the door bell.
Millie opened the door with open arms, she was happy to see me, she don't have many visitors bless her.

"Hi come in" Millie beamed
I walked inside, even though Millie has 3 kids, I still don't understand how she keeps the house clean.
I've got no kids, and my house is a mess, it's a palace In here.
"You ok?" Millie asked
I sat down on her sofa, took a deep breath, then looked down at the floor whilst looking back up at Millie.
"Well, you know I had a date last night?" I asked
"Yes?" Millie begged
"Well, I had been catfished all along. Robert turned up" I replied
Millie jaw dropped, her facial expression said it all, she didn't need to say anything.

"You told him to leave right?" Millie asked
"Well, I gave him five minutes to explain himself, he just said he was sorry for hurting me" I replied
Millie face turned to an even more concerned facial expression.
It looked like she didn't know what to say, the thing is Millie has suffered from heartbreak, she knows how it feels.

"Do you forgive him?" Millie asked
I sat there and thought for a moment, do I? He has caused me so much agony and pain.
Do I forgive him to move on?
Or do I forgive him entirely?
"I don't know" I cried
"Do you still love him?" Millie asked suspiciously
It pains me to say it, but even after 4 years yes I do, I can't help it.

"Yes I do, but I can't forgive him. He broke my heart" I respond
"What kills you makes you stronger" Millie smiled
"How did you forgive?" I asked
I wouldn't of thought after 4 years, I'd be back to square one again, trying to get over the same man who broke me.
"Forgive the situation, forgive yourself, then learn to forgive him" Millie answered
How does she always know what to say? Half the time when people ask me for advice, I say do you want some toothpaste?

It's a serious moment, what are you meant to say?
"I don't want to get hurt again" I replied
"Do you love him?" Millie asked again, this time serious.
"Yes I do" I responded
"Then you're willing to risk it all with him aren't you?" Millie begged
"I am, but as I said I don't want to get hurt, I don't want a relationship at the moment Millie" I answered

"You're very awkward aren't you?" Millie smiled
I let out a giggle, I am very awkward, but I don't want to get hurt. I'm planning on keeping my distance from him.

13:00pm

"Bye Millie" I replied as well as, hugging her tightly.
"See you later, call me when you get home" Miah smiled
I trodded off towards my car, opened it, put my seat belt on. Closed my car door, put on some tunes, then I headed home.

-2 hours later-

That was fucking mayhem! There was traffic everywhere, cars up my arse, they couldn't get any closer if they tried.
I parked my car up, un done my seat belt, grabbed my phone as well as, my car keys.
I opened my car door, whilst closing it, besides locking it.

I walked up the steps to my apartment, I got to my door, I felt breathing behind me. I turned around, then took a deep breath.

"Kat"
"Robert"...