Keep me going[Glenn Rhee]

Chapter Fifty five-"useless"

I looked at the wall my hands were tyed behind me Merle had brought me into this room I sat at a table on a chair I couldn't get free and believe me I tryed They put Glenn into the room next to me I couldn't see him

Tears streamed down my face I was useless"please"I begged closing my eyes my lips shook as I looked up at the ceiling Thats all I had to do I had to sit and wait for my death or even Glenns I couldn't lose him I can't do that we still had a future

I froze when I heard scraping in the other room next to me where Glenn was my thoughts obviously went into a bad place"You don't even know why your here"I was trying to keep a brave face but It was hard When Merle was in there with him

"I didn't mean you no harm I lowered my gun but you raised yours"I whimpered quietly my lips going over eachother"you were an asshole out there"I looked down at the table I wanted Glenn in my arms to keep me safe to make me happy again

"Just like you were on that rooftop back there in Atlanta"I bit my lip to keep a load sob from coming out"what yall did leaving me up there"My eyes got blurry and I was starting to get dizzy my shoulders slumped down I can feel the sweat mixing with my tears

"people wouldn't do that to an animal"I tryed to pull on my binds but once again no use"we went back for you"Mom told me I needed to be brave but how do I do that when the love of my life is in that room with him"Aint you thoughtful"I wish I would have shot him ware he stood that way Glenn was in my arms

"We did all of us Rick Daryl T-dog"Me and T didn't really talk that much but whenever we did he made me lauph those 8 months on the road he had saved me many Times"Mm T-dog yeah big old spear chucker the one I was pleading with"

Merle hasn't changed a bit if anything he got worse"Mh the one that dropped the key tell me where he's at"This was a horrible thought but i was glad T was gone so he wouldn't have to deal with Merle"Im sure T dog would like to blurry the hatchet let bygones be bygones"

I hated feeling like this I just wanted it to stop"He didn't make it"I licked my lips as Glenn spoke he sounded so sad I just wanted to make it better"Well I hope he went slow"He died trying to save Carol in my book that's a heros death

"How about the rest hm How about my baby brother"I wonder how Daryl would feel if he knew Merle was doing this he would probably be pissed"you can't tell me he's alive and then hold off on where he is"The worst thing about this is I can hear everything there saying

"No well maybe the sheriffs daughter will help me out"I lifted my chin at the mention of me"tell me something when she's scared and she's holding you close"I shivered at the way he made it sound My lips shook as I held in my crys I wanted to let it out but knew I couldn't

"and her trembling skin is close to you her soft lips are touching you"My body was shaking as I listened he shouldn't have to be put through this"here all over here and over here"I whimpered I couldn't imagine what he was doing"feels good don't it"I let out a muffled whimper my body jolted forward as I tryed to hold it In

"I remember you you're the sneaky one the one with nerve you don't scare easy do you"Glenns strong I knew he was I didn't know what Merles words would do to us"I like that"It was quite and that scared me"Now"I didn't feel relieved at all at Merles voice

"I wanna know where my brother is"I closed my eyes at the sound of Glenn grunting in pain wasn't something I wanted to hear ever I shook my head I was trying to find something to distract myself but i couldn't"I wanna know where the sheriff is"I flinched when Merle grunted

I knew Glenn did something and I knew I wasn't ready for his punishment I tapped my legs on the ground I wanted out I heard Merles hands hit Glenns face every time I flinched"Now I wanna know where they're hiding where your camp is"I was slowly reaching my braking point"I want to know now!"

My body shook even faster i lifted my head towards the room they were in I let out a sob but quickly closed my mouth shut"ware the he'll are they!"I was useless all I could do is sit and listen to the love of my life get beat"You hear her in there"I closed my mouth

"She's scared for you"I closed my eyes and flinched as Merle hit him once again I closed my eyes but quickly opened them as I thought of mom her body laying on the ground as I held little ass kicker

No matter what happens no matter who you lose your gonna be brave promise me

I sobbed at the thought of my moms last words to me I might lose Glenn and I knew if I did I would break my moms promise How do we get out of this Nobody knows ware we are the only thing we can do is get out ourselves I didn't know how to do that

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"I got to hand it to you a lot tougher than I remember"I couldn't handle much more Hearing Glenn like this i couldn't do anything"no surprise you lasted this long"If I ever get out of these I'm gonna kill Merle and thats a promise"Shoot I figured the way officer friendly abandoned people"

Dad wouldn't have done that if he didn't feel threatened"He would have left you behind by now but he didn't do that did he"Of course he didn't Glenn saved my dad's life dad's gonna do everything he can to re pay that"Hm so tell me where yall been at"Cant they get a hint were not telling them

"Its just a matter of time before they come looking"I wanted to smile but I couldn't if Glenn believed that then so will I"Ill bake a cake with pink frosting would they like that"I closed my eyes like I have done many times today"Aint nobody coming"Dad would not let me die he's coming

"Rick is"Glenn believe that to"and when he gets here-"Glenn threatened every time he threatened him he got punished I didn't want to hear anymore in this point of time I wish I was deaf"hes gonna do nothing not if he wants you and pixie back"

Maybe I shouldn't have cut my hair it easier to keep out of my face but an opening to people like Merle"think I'm in this by myself"I struggle against the binds again I couldn't stop trying for everybody back home for Glenn"you can't take us all"we didn't even know how many people Merle was with

"There's to many of us"I whimpered tears still running down my face"there Ain't a pair of nuts between the whole pussy lot of you"Oh he's so wrong the months on the road has made us stronger"we been on the road"It was like Glenn read my mind"Not hidding in some dungeon Rick Shane Dale Jim Andrea"

I closed my eyes at the people we had lost Dad was the only name who was still alive"is that right"I bit my lip he sounded strange when he said that and I didn't know why