Keep me going[Glenn Rhee]

Chapter Fifty two-"little ass kicker"

We pulled up to the prison soon after the night was now showing as we drived down the gravel road"Guys there back"I heard Glenn yell from the watch tower the prisoners had started making noise Glenn lifted up his gun and shot at a few walkers

I smiled when I noticed his hat I haven't seen him ware that in awhile we drove through the gate and once we were safe I jumped off the bike and ran to Glenn who came out of the door of the watch tower"Are you okay"Glenn asked looking me over

"I'm okay I'm okay"He sighed of relief"I was so worried"I smiled and pulled him into a hug"How is she"I asked Glenn smiled"Come on I'll show you"He grabed my hand and we made are way into the cell block"Maggie"Maggie came up to my side as I pulled out the bottle and the formula

I dumped the bagand maggie gave me some water"How she's doing doing"Daryl asked grabing her She started to cry"Shh"Daryl shushed him"Im sorry"Carl whispered handing her over to Daryl

Maggie took over and started to make the bottle I walked over to Glenn who walked down the step he put his  hand on my hip once I was by his side Maggie handed Daryl the bottle"Come on come on"I couldn't help but smile at him as he tryed to get her to drink

Once she took the bottle in her mouth the crying had stopped he held my little sister I leaned my head on Glenns shoulder as I watched him  he looked over at me and smiled I couldn't help but smile back"She got a name yet"Daryl asked Carl

I pulled out the key chain and looked down at it Judy....Glenn looked down at it"whats that"I shruged holding it tightly"I found it looking for the baby stuff"He smiled and nodded looking back up"I was thinking maybe sophia"carl said as I tuned back in"Then there's carol too"

How can I not realize we lot Carl T wasn't here either....."And....Andrea Amy"Carl looked over at me once he said Amy I sniffed and looked down"Jacqui Patricia or Lori i don't know"he sounded so sad he dosan't deserve to be this sad he deserves to be happy he deserves to have a mom

Carl turned away from Daryl who still had a smile on his face as he feed her"Yeah you like that huh little ass kicker"My smile faded when I pictured my mom her eyes closing her body shaking Right that'd a good name right"he looked around at us and caught eyes with me

I smiled at him"Little ass kicker you like that huh you like that sweetheart"Iv never seen this before I've never seen Daryl like this I shook my head thinking of mom I couldn't get the look of her last moment she just turned her head and pasted  out I couldn't do It I ran from the fun and into the cell

I ran up the steps and into my room I sobbed at the thought of my mom the last time I held her what she said to me my feet gave way and I fell onto my knees"Avery"I closed my eyes tightly I looked behind me at him"I-im so scared"I cryed shaking my head Glenn fell down next to me and pulled me into a hug

"Shh Avery it's okay baby"I hid my head Into his shoulder"I killed her by mo own choice"I cryed no one but Carl understands"I ripped my mom open"I looked down and still noticed I still had her blood on my hands"Get it off!"I cryed standing up I pushed him away"Avery it's okay"I shook my head

"No I need to get it off"I stuck my hands in the water and scrubbed at it it just wouldn't come off Glenn took my hands from the water"Baby"I shook my head Avoiding his eye contact"Angle look at me"I shook my head tears falling down my face

"I killed her...."I fell back to the ground but Glenn caught me"Shh come here"He pulled me into a hug again I layed my head on his chest as he held me"You didn't hurt your mom she wanted this"I sobbed shaking my head"She gave me this"I pulled the necklace out

"Its gorgeous"He said holding my hand as I held the necklace I opened it showing the picture of before"Thats carl"Glenn asked looking at the baby in my arms I nodded"Mom took this picture"I slammed it closed and started crying again

"I never got a chance to hang out with her I was so mad at her for Shane that I just never talked to her"He sighed rubbing my shoulder I started to lift my shirt but i grunted in pain"Here let me help"Glenn helped me take off my shirt before he digged around in his bag and handed me one of his shirts

I sniffed putting it on Glenn reached up and grabed a rag and dipped it in water he grabed my hands and slowly started scrubbing Them"I keep picturing my hands in side her"I said looking down at my hands"She wanted it...she wanted to leave us"I closed my eyes tightly

"She wanted this baby born Angle"I shook my head"What would you do if it were you"I closed my eyes and looked away I knew the answer"I would save my baby"He nodded slowly he leaned down and kissed me softly"Your so strong Angle you have no idea"I smiled but it faded

"I don't know"I say shaking my head"No you are all clean"I looked down at my hands they were stripped clean from blood"How did you get it off"He shruged"Not sure let's get you to bed"I don't think I'm gonna get  any sleep tonight

He lifted me up and put me in my spot he closed the cell and put down the curtain we had put there He took off His shirt and crawled in with me"Come here"I snuggled into him and put my head on his chest"Im here Avery I'm always here"I nodded slowly"Now get some sleep"I closed my eyes and finally drifted of to sleep