CHAPTER 29: I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND...!!

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CHRIS

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CHRIS

I sat there thinking then I looked at Christof and smiled at him. I could tell he didn't know what was going on, but he did smile back, my mini me.

"So your mommy told me what you said to her" I said and I saw his face frown up and start to cry "No no don't cry I'm not mad, I'm not mad come here, let me talk to you"

"Daddy, I'm sorry" he said and I picked him up and put him on my lap ad he put his arm around my shoulders.

"Okay lets talk I remember when you kept asking me to come home and stay forever and how you wanted me and your mommy back together, well that's happening now.. I know your scared that mommy won't love you anymore because I'm back but that's not true, mommy loves you more than me I know this, I don't want you to worry about not being important to mommy cause you are very I promise. Mommy is even thinking about no marring me because you're not happy... do we want that to happen? Us going back to different place and then I'll only be around every other month. Now I'm not trying to make you feel bad but I want you to know that us being a family again means a lot to me and your mother and you right" I say and he looks at his hands.

"Yes daddy" he says playing with my watch.

"See I understand your use to being the man of the house looking after your brother and your sisters and your mom, and me coming back makes you feel like you won't be which isn't true you'll still will be you'll be my number 2" I said and I watch his face frown up.

"Then I'm your poop" he says straight face and I laugh and hug him.

"NO not that number 2 silly, I mean I'll be the man of the house and you'll be the second man of the house whatever I don't catch or do you got do it, protect your brother and sisters while I protect you and your mommy....I don't want you to feel like your nothing your everything to your mommy she has YOUR name tattooed on her not mine she loves you with all her heart... A mothers love and heart is big enough for you, me and yours and sisters.. And as for CJ when mommy saw him she fell in love with him and he's another child who needs love just like we all do and that her needs a big brother like you to teach him how to do stuff he's a gift from God." I say and look at Christof who looks up at me.

"So your not mad at me?" he ask lowing his voice

"No why would I be mad your just letting us know how you feel and I'm glad you do, I don't want you to feel bad so how about you come with me today instead of going with your mom to pick out dresses, you can come with me to get our suits then we can hang out" I said and Christof smiled and nodded his head.

"Yes daddy" he said.

"Hey I love you Christof don't ever feel like you can't talk to or tell me anything okay" I says

"Okay daddy" he says

"Okay with that being said give me a kiss" I said

"Eww daddy that's nasty boys don't kiss boys" he said and I smiled that's right my nigga no gay shit here.

"I know but I'm not a boy I'm your dad so GIVE ME A KISS" I said and Christof jump up out of my lap and started running around the couch with me chasing him both of us laughing.

"Stop you can't catch me that's nasty, big head" he laughed and started to run and I jumped over the couch and caught him taking him in my arms and up in the air kissing him.

"Kiss, Kiss, Kiss" I said kissing him and tried to fight me. I finally stop kissing him, laughing.

"EWWW, that's nasty" he says wiping his face and I put him down.

"You loved it, so I was thinking sense everyone else is sleeping lets go get some cake." I said.

"The one grandma Jean made the cookies and cream one?" he asked

"Yes come on" I said and started to walk but stopped and looked and saw Christof was still standing there.

"Daddy" he said looking sad. I hope he's still not worried.

"What's wrong?" I asked looking at him.

"Pick me up, mommy carried me too bed" he said and I smiled.

"I'm not picking you up, I think you should pick me up" I said and went to him and tried to make him pick me and he just laughed and giggled and I picked him up and he hugged and kissed me on the cheek.

"I love you dad" he said and I looked at him and smiled.

"I love you too my man." I said and I carried him to the kitchen and I sat him down and cut up a slice of cookies and cream cake.

"Morning" mama says and we both look at her as she walks to the fridge.

"Morning mamma" I said pushing the cake more in front of Christof, looking at her and Christof pushes it back to me, and I push it back to him and we keep pushing it back and forth over and over again.

"Morning grandma" he says and mamma looks at us.

"What are yall doing?" she askes walking over to the table and I try to shield the cake with my body but she sees it.

"How did that get there.. It's his" I say pointing at Christof who looks shocked.

"Not uh daddy cut that cake I can't even reach it" he says and points to both of my eyes and shows me his fist. And I laugh.

"Christopher cake for breakfast?" mamma said

"I didn't he did" I said

"No you did it" he says and we go back and forth blaming each other when Christian walks in rubbing his eyes and me and Christof look at each other.

"CHRISTIAN DID IT" We both said pointing at Christian who stands there looking at us both.

"REALLY? I just came in" Christian says and we all started laughing. After a few hours we all went and what we had to do the ladies went to get their dresses and the guys we went an picked up our suits and we had dinner and was all ready to go hit up a club tonight mainly cause tonight was the last night us guys was going to see our woman cause tomorrow was going to be a busy day for the ladies that they was leaving in the morning to go stay in a hotel the day before the wedding so us guys wanted to spend this night with our woman. I was sitting around just waiting to get dressed cause Deanna was ironing my clothes for tonight. I was sitting on the counter watching her.

"Bae you don't have to iron my clothes" I said

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"Bae you don't have to iron my clothes" I said

"I don't mind love" she said and I watched her flip her hair and I just smiled.

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