CHAPTER 34: WHAT HAPPEN, HOW CAN I MAKE IT RIGHT??

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DEANNA

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DEANNA

Chris held me to his chest tight I felt his heart beating fast and his arm tighten around me and I kept crying I couldn't believe it how many years have it been since he hit me 5 years since the last time he hit and now I got that old feeling back I cried and he held me tighter I felt my face swelling up I moved my hand to touch my face and felt it and felt the pain and the side of my bottom lip was a little swollen as well soon I felt his hand on my chin and he lifted my face up to him I had my eyes closed but I could feel him looking dead at my face I felt his fingers gently glide across my swollen lip and right to my swollen cheek and he kissed me, but I didn't kiss him back all I wanted to do was go into a different from him and call someone call anyone.

"I'm sorry bae, I know your awake please look at me" he said and I slowly opened my eyes and the tears came pouring out and I looked at his eyes and they way so sad so full of guilt but I've seen those eyes before so I wasn't going for the look he was giving me. I tried to move out of his arms but he held me tighter, the more and more I tried the tighter his arms got.

"Let me go Chris, Chris let me go please" I begged and he finally let me and I scoot back on the bed then I get out the bed and grab a bag and walk out of the room down the hallway into another room

"Bae what are you doing?" he asked and I put the bag on the floor and climb in the bed and closed my eyes and just cried I didn't wanna talk to him I didn't wanna be in the same room as him I just wanna be left alone.

"Bae please" he said and I felt the bed shift as he climb in the bed and I felt his hand stroke my hair and the side of my face and he leaned down and kissed my cheek again and then he cuddle up to me wrapping his arm around me.

"You hit me" I whispered and I felt him kiss the back of my neck.

"I'm sorry bae, I really am sorry please believe me, I am sorry" he said and I looked back at him and saw a look of hurt in his eyes and I instantly felt bad, but he was still in the wrong. He reached up and wiped my eyes and I turned around and looked at him.

"You hit me Chris you hit me you promised you wouldn't do it again and I want you out of this room I don't wanna be around you get away from me" I said and moved back from him sitting up so did he.

"Bae I said I was sorry I don't know what happen I'm really sorry come here" he said standing up on the other side of the bed.

"No just leave me alone, just please leave me alone" I said and climb back in the bed and under the covers and I felt him lean on the bed and kiss my cheek and he walked out the room and stood at the door. I could feel his eyes on me but I didn't look back at him I just cried myself to sleep. After a few hours later of me crying and sleeping off and on for I don't know how many hours I finally woke up I laid there with my eyes wide open I still felt like crying I looked at the clock and the time is 5:10pm I had a hell of a morning I sat up slow and stretch my face and lip didn't hurt anymore. I sat there for a few seconds then looked over my shoulder, Chris was sitting in a chair just staring at me.

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