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Today wasn't as eventful as yesterday.

I just had to give mom money for the rent.

I should've expected it.

I mean I saw her go out yesterday.

Of course she would need the money, its not like I really need it anyway.

I definitely wasn't gonna buy gifts for my friends.

I shouldn't even have thought of that this week.

I should have checked the calendar before I made plans to buy gifts.

Mom always ends up asking for rent money.

As she says "she brought me into this world so she didn't have to work"

At least that means I have a purpose.

Maybe if I give her enough money she won't think I'm useless like she normally does.

School was boring.

But there was this group of guys who hit me a few times in the bathroom.

I think that was their way of wanting to become friends.

Or maybe not...

I hope I don't see them tomorrow.

It'll be difficult to cover up bruises that are bigger than the ones I already have.

I can't have my friends finding out.

Knowing them they would ask for help.

But they don't have to worry about me.

I already give them enough stress as it is.

I'll try to give them gifts as soon as I can.

Maybe if I work extra I'll be able to go shopping for them this weekend after all.

Yeah, I'll be a good friend and give them something like always.

I don't want them to leave.

I think gifts are the only way they stay.

I mean yeah they say I don't have to buy them stuff but they might not want to be friends with me if I don't give them things.

I don't really bring much else to the friendship.

It's the least I could do

:)