•Give• Jeongin Centric

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It's the next day.

I've tried to cover up as best I can.

But it's difficult when it feels like your soul has been bared.

I've been thinking about why I did it.

But I've tried to block it out.

It helped anyways.

That's all that matters right?

It doesn't matter that my friends are looking for me.

And it doesn't matter that I'm trying to avoid them.

Because it helped right?

As the end of the day was getting closer I was relieved.

I finally had a way to cope.

But it also caused some... problems.

My friends were becoming suspicious.

And I cant risk anything with them.

I haven't before.

And I wont start now.

"Jeongin"

I remember hearing him loud and clear.

I froze.

Why is it that I don't want to see anyone?

"Yes Chan?"

"What happened yesterday? And why are you avoiding us?"

He got closer and closer.

So I panicked.

And I took some steps back.

"Oh.. um I didn't feel good so I went home.."

"Oh ok... why didn't you tell anyone?"

Because I knew I was everything those guys said I was.

Pathetic.

"Sorry hyung.. I didn't think about it really... I kinda just wanted to go home."

He smiled.

When did he get so close.

He grabbed my shoulders.

It took everything in me to not wince.

"Don't worry jeongin take your time, I hope you're feeling better."