I used up a lot of my energy today.
Not like I had much to begin with,
I couldn't really sleep.
But today I was able to give the gifts I bought to my friends.
It seemed to make them happy
It even led me to believe I'm not as bad of a friend as I thought I was.
I think Chan and Hyunjin felt guilty though.
They're the only ones who really know what goes on with me, even if it's not voluntarily most of the time.
I hate to be a burden, but things sometimes get too much and it becomes apparent in the way I act.
I'll work on it though.
I always do.
I have to give it my all so when the time comes my friends can rely on me without having to worry about me.
For the time being though, the gifts I bought will have to do.
It took a little more effort to be cheery in front of them today, but I think it was convincing.
As long as they're happy I'm happy.
And I'm willing to give everything in me to see them happy.
I sometimes wonder if anyone would ever do the same for me...
. . .
Probably not.
:)
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•Give• Jeongin Centric
FanfictionAll he does is give, give, and give... until there's nothing else to be taken. Not even for himself. Giving is all he's ever known.... so is it too late for him to finally receive? ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ♡ﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ Includes sensitive topics such as self harm, bully...
