𝐖𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 | ☆彡𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐮☆彡

007

dahlias pov:

i feel a warmth below me, slowly rising and falling. i hear the pitter-patter of rain hitting the window sill.

i try to get up but the warmth pulls me back down.

we're laying sideways and nikis holding me to her chest, my head resting on her chest and our legs tangled together.

my face goes hot and i pretend to go back to sleep

i open my eyes and her eyes meet mine, we stay like that for a few seconds until panic sets in.

we jump from our spots and both tumble off of the bed.

i rub my eyes and sit up off of the floor. i get up and look across the bed and a very sleepy, startled niki appears on the other side.

"i'm sorry, did i make you uncomfortable? i'm really sorry, i didn't mean-" she apologized.

"no it's ok, i kinda-" i stammer. "...liked it." i look down in embarrassment.

my face gets hot and i see hers get red as well.

"uh, me too." she smiles and looks away.

i haven't had a relationship in so long, not a good one at least.

*flashback*

i pull out my fake ID and give it to the cashier and pay for the beer, out of my own money of course.
"oh and a pack of cigarettes." i ask.

the cashier hands them to me and i walk out of the gas station.

i stuff the cigarettes in my pocket and walk home with the beer, not my home cause i'm only 16, i'm going to my boyfriends apartment.

"aiden, i'm home!"

i get no response, he's probably playing video games.

i sat the beer down and went to my room.
i start sketching stuff and drinking my soda.

"bring me a beer." jared calls.

"one sec!" i finish a few final details.

my door burst open. "i didn't ask." he said, with a tone. "no one's going to love you if you act like this. am i not worth a few seconds of your time?" he shouts. not very loud but he raised his voice.

i mean, i guess he is.
"i'm sorry." i mumble, getting up.

"what did you say? couldn't hear you."

"i said i'm sorry." i said louder.

i get up and get a beer and hand it to him. he grabs it. "i love you." he kisses me.
i don't like kissing him, it doesn't feel good.
"what you aren't going to say it back?"

"i love you too." i reply.

he closes the door and i hear his video game start up again.

i walk to my window and open it. i open the pack of cigarettes and take one out, i grab a lighter and light it.
i breathe in the smoke and exhale.
a wave of relief floods through my body.

after i'm done i press the bud on the outside of the window and flick it out to the street.

i close the window and go to my desk and finish drawing.

*flashback end*

"what do ya wanna do?" i ask.

"i was wondering if you wanted to go get food then walk the pier with me, you don't have to if you don't wanna."

"uh sure that sounds good!"

we get dressed and run out the door.

we park at the beach and i pull out a mask out of my backpack.