𝐖𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 | ☆彡𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐮☆彡

031

dahlias pov:

i woke up and i looked in the mirror on my door of my closet and my eyes were all red and puffy.

i sighed and grabbed my cigarettes and planned on going to the balcony to smoke one.
to relief my mind a little.

"oh good morning dahlia!" niki smiled.
i jumped in surprise and quickly shoved my cigs in the pocket of my jacket.
"you looked so peaceful and i felt bad waking you up."

"oh hi! thanks i needed the sleep."

"you relax i'm gunna go to the restroom and i'll get started on breakfast or if you want we can go out for lunch."

"we can go out. i don't want to make you cook."

"it's really no problem! but if you want to go out then we can go."
she walked to the hallways bathroom but stopped.
"why did you say no when mars asked if we were dating?"

"cause i don't trust them with the information that we were dating.
just something they did once and i still don't fully trust them yet."

"oh ok i was just thinking about it earlier."
she went to the bathroom.

"i'll be back! i'm going to get something from my car!"

"ok!" she said from the bathroom.

i ran out the door and i lit the cig and walked to the car while smoking.

i grabbed a tumbler to say i got something.
and i finished the cig as i hit the second story.

i walked up the rest and walked into the apartment.

niki was still in the bathroom, probably getting dressed.

i got dressed in my random band tee and jeans.

"are you ready?" niki asked as i finished up my eyeliner.
"ugh i smell cigarettes again." she said, kinda agitated.

"sometimes my neighbors beside me smoke." i lied.

"oh ok. well i'm ready when you are." she sat down on the edge of my bed while i put foundation to cover my eye bags at my desk.

"i'm ready now!" i exclaimed putting my stuff away.

"you sure? no rush."

"yep!"

"aw you look so cute." she cupped my cheeks and kissed my nose.

i blushed and i smiled big. "thanks."
no one has told me that ever.

*flashback*

"hi aiden!" i walked out of my room in a black dress and i thought i looked really fucking pretty.
"i'm ready for our date!"

"ew so no makeup?"

"uh no. i'm trying to let my skin breathe a little cause i wore makeup for a week straight."

"you should put some on. you have a lot of acne."

i have two or three pimple max.
do i look bad?
so bad he would ask me to put some on.
i didn't think so but he IS my bf so i should listen.

"oh ok." i looked down at my feet.

i walked upstairs and put on some makeup.

*flashback end*

we walked out to the car.

"where do you want to eat?"

"i dunno." i shrugged.

my hands were shaking.
i felt shaky.
this only happens when...
fuck i'm on an empty stomach, wait did she eat last night?
no now i feel bad.