𝐖𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 | ☆彡𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐮☆彡

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dahlias pov:

"hi dahlia."

"hey mars."

"y'all already know each other?" carrie asked.

"yep,"

i walked to the back and put my apron on.

"your just going to give me the cold shoulder? after all we've been through?" mars whined.

"yeah. cause you chose that girl you just met over me, whom you've known for two years. you've apologized but i'm not running back to you."
i sighed and checked the time. 5:55am
"just because you said you were sorry doesn't make what you did ok."

"i-i'm sorry-"

"i know. i forgive you but i can't trust you fully."

rachel @rachel30690
btw this is what dahlia looks like
tbh she's a bitch, i've met her and she's rude and mean.
[insert photo]

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tubbo @tubbolive
replying to @rachel30690
don't spread misinformation.
i've literally talked to them and they are the nicest person.

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i set down my phone and held back tears and went back to work mode.

*timeskip to back home*

Dahlia :D @dahlia.rose

discussing some stuff :P

[twitch.tv/dahlia.rose]

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"hello chat. so i've seen some stuff. about my identity."
i sighed.
"there has been a person going around saying i'm mean and rude.
that person i met before and wasn't nice to me over text or in person." i explained.

"they threatened me more than once, they beat me up so i was defending myself. and they revealed my face. which was really wasn't good.
"but i think my official face reveal will be on my terms."

i took off my mask.

''holy shit!'
'you're so pretty !!'
'ew.' user banned by @Ph1LzA

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i felt my old ways returning as i looked at myself in the mirror.
i thought i was doing better.
i thought i was ok.

my stomach hurt as i looked at myself.
my thighs are fat.
my arms are too.
ew my stomach looks full.
probs shouldn't have eaten that burrito.
ew i have chubby cheeks and i fucking hate that.

i told myself i would stop eating,
i'm not going to eat.
i'm not.

"hey dahlia! ted and charlie invited us to go get sushi!" schlatt called me.
"wanna go?"