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Dahlias pov:

i wake up to my alarm going off.

i get dressed in a jacket, graphic tee, baggy jeans and my dirty converse.

i grab my bag. i shove, cigs, lighter, gum, and perfume inside.

i walk out the door and decide to walk to work, it's only an 30 minute walk and i have time.

i put my airpods in and listen to cigarettes after sex.

i finally get there and take off my airpods and spray perfume so i don't stink.

i grab gum and stick it in my mouth to not be hungry later.

i open the store and rachel and mars come in.

"hey dahlia!" they wave.

"hey!" i try and match the energy. but i'm tired.

i see rachel crack open an energy drink and drink some.

"oh shit, was this hers?" she points to me.

"uh yeah but you already had some." mars smiled. "they doesnt mind if you have it though, right dahlia?"

"yeah." i flash a fake smile.

i sigh and punch- in.

*timeskip to 8:30pm*

i walk home tired and cold from the rain.

no one cares about you.

i believe it, but i can't bring myself to cry.

i walk in the apartment and schlatt is cooking. "hey!" he smiled.

"hi schlatt." i wave.

"i made food, want some?"

"nah i ate at work, i packed lunch."
fucking liar.

"like what?"

"just a," i think of an excuse. "protein bar and sandwich."

"ok." he shrugged and went back to making his food.

i think we have protein bars.

i smell his food and it smelt so good. but i don't have the energy.

"are you sure?" he asked while im halfway to my room

"yeah." i fling my bag into my room and close the door.

i flop on my bed and find potato making a little cacoon for himself.

i smile and i pass out as soon as my head hits the pillow.

*timeskip to morning*

i press snooze on my alarm but i know i have to get up.

i don't want to repeat the same day all over again.

i only got 2 hours of sleep.
i sigh and get up, my legs shaky but i get dressed anyway.

i get a call from niki.

"hey dahlia!"

thank god it's not facetime i look a mess. i should probably do my makeup.

"hi niki! how was your day?"

"my day was good! just visited james for a new video. what about you? what are you up to?"

"just going to work."

"at four in the morning?"

"yeah. it sucks. i get home at like 8 but not tomorrow. cause tomorrow i'm going to stream."

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