𝐖𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 | ☆彡𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐮☆彡

042

*timeskip to 7 months*

i'm finally at my goal weight!

my clothes are baggy though, but it's ok.

my mental health had been declining but i'm doing great.
even though i'm crying myself to sleep almost every night.
i try not to let schlatt know but it gets hard.

"dahlia? earth to dahlia!" i get called back to what i was doing.

"sorry i zoned out. what did you say?" i whispered.

"it's ok mate." phil replied.

"yeah it's ok." james said.
"i was wondering if you wanted to meet in L.A. we're going to meet ranboo, aimsey, tubbo, tommy, niki, karl, sapnap, quackity, and phil there."

"sure that will be great!"

"october 18 ok with you guys?" james asked.

"yep!" i said.

"i guess we can stay for a week, five days to hang out, and two days to go there and back."

everyone agreed and after an hour i hung up from the call.

i logged in my monster into my calorie tracker.

it was 1am and i have nothing to do.
so...
late nights drive it is.

i grabbed my phone, airpods, keys and my vape.

i took my car and drove off.

deftones played.
please please please let me get what i want.

i took a hit while driving then went to a parking lot cause it started raining hard.

i started to feel high.
not a lot but i didn't feel comfortable enough to drive.

i saw a pic on instagram of niki hanging out with some of the people in the group that live in LA.
how come no one lives in austin?
how come the only friend i really hang out with is schlatt?

i'm worthless.
no one really likes me.
everyone just puts up with me cause in nikis girlfriend.

i reached into the passenger glove compartment and looked around for a tissue to wipe my eyes.
i felt cold metal graze my hand.
fuck... is that...

in my high state, i pulled it out and it was a blade.

should i?
dahlia... put the blade down.

stop lifting your sleeve please!

don't!

please dont...
please...

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i woke up to my phone ringing.
schlatt?

"hello?" i mumbled rubbing my eyes.

"DAHLIA!" schlatt said frantic.
"THANK GOD. OH MY GOD WHERE ARE YOU?!"

"i'm at..." i looked around.
in an unfamiliar area.
not the parking lot i was in last night.
"i dunno."

"ok i'm tracking you right now." he said.
"YOURE IN LOUISIANA?!"

"I AM?!" i yelled back.
i stepped out and looked around.
i'm at a beach.
"sorry." i whispered.

"it's ok. just..." he thought.
"just come home, ok?"

"i will. i promise."

"you better. also charlie and ted are here cause they're coming to the small meetup that's in a few days."

"hi dahlia!" charlie beamed through the phone.

"hi charles!"

"come home ok?"

"i will. im sorry for scaring you."

"it's ok. im just glad your ok."

he hung up and i turned on my car to see i was out of gas.
fuck.

i drove to the nearest gas station and put gas.
after i took a hit to get me through the drive and nothing.
tried again.
nothing.
fuck.

i went inside after i was done and bought a monster energy and some guy was infront of me.
looked familiar...

"sapnap?" i spoke.

he turned.
it was indeed sapnap.
"yeah?... OH hey dahlia!" i waved.

"what are you doing in lousiana?"

"i could ask you the same. i'm carpooling with you guys to LA. what are you doing here?"

"it's a long story."

i explained while he put his items on the counter.

"woah. well if you want i can drive behind you. just to make sure you get home."

"no no. i'm ok, i-i may take the long way for scenery." fucking liar. you just want to be alone.

"ok. well i'm just a call away if you need anything. or anyone to talk to."

"thanks sap."

"no problem."

after i scanned my stuff and asked for a vape, i went to my car and threw my stuff on the seat next to me.

"wait dahlia! i forgot to mention tubbo is in the car with me!" sapnap waved me down.

"why not tommy too?" i asked walking over.

"he was already in L.A. shooting a video with quackity."

"dahlia!" tubbo waved.

"tubbo!" i waved back.

he jumped out of the car and hugged me.

"why are you here?"

"um just like the ride so i decided to drive to clear my head."
liar.

"well i should get on the road."

"ok buh bye guys!" i waved.

"bye dahlia!" tubbo smiled and walked back to the car.

i walked back to my car and started it.

my arm was itchy so i scratched it.
"OW FUCK." i pressed my hand on my arm so it would stop hurting.

i rolled up my sleeve.
fuck...
fuck no...
shit fuck...
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small chapter but cliffhanger 🤷

song of the day: be quiet and drive (far away) by deftones
also if y'all know any deftones songs, please let me know cause i only know the hits 🥹

anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <333

-indigo :D

April 10, 2024