𝐖𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐎𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐛𝐞𝐫 | ☆彡𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐢 𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐮☆彡

060

*timeskip to back home*

"WHY DID YOU INVITE ME TO THE POD IF YOUR JUST GOING TO BULLY ME?!" i yelled.

"ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DONT LIKE MY MONKEY BALLS!" schlatt crossed his arms.

"I AM GAY I DONT LIKE BALLS."

"aren't you pan?" ted asked.

"let me prove a point theodore."

we laughed some more and we ended the episode after a few minutes.

after i left the call i set up my stream cause i planned one after the pod.

i listened to iris by the goo goo dolls while getting an energy drink from the fridge.

my starting soon screen hit 0 on the timer so i clicked the button to turn on the camera.

"hello everyone! today we're streaming on a new minecraft world."

i clicked on create a new world.
and named it 'dahlia's SMP.'

"by the way new chuckle sandwich episode coming soon with yours truly!"

i spawned in a winter biome.

"well let's get some tools and build a house!"

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"well what do you want for dinner cause i sure as hell am NOT cooking?" schlatt asked.

"i dunno, let me sleep." i covered my face with my blanket.

"eh i'll find something. how about bulgogi?"

"i don't like bulgogi. your free to go out and eat it. i'll make something at home."

"ok." he shrugged.
"BULGOGI TIME!!" he skipped out of my room.

i heard the door close and got up to get something to eat.
nothing seemed good to i decided to starve.

9pm turned to 10pm.
then 11pm rolled around and schlatt was still gone.
he's probably at a bar or something.
besides it's not my life it's his so none of my buisness.

i really wanted to cut for some reason.
why?
one little cut wont hurt.

i grabbed a razor blade i kept in my phone case and walked to the bathroom.

i cut once.
one on the other side to be even.

then again.
3...then 6... 10

i cant stop.
i haven't done it in so long.
i missed this feeling.

i heard the front door open then close.
schlatts home.

i wrapped up my arms and washed the razor and put it in my pocket.

"still up?" he asked, slurring his words slightly.

"yep." i walked to my room.
i didn't want to talk to anyone.

i put my airpods in and listened to tv girl and fell asleep.

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"want to come back for another chuckle episode?" schlatt asked.
"the fans love you."

"sure! i would love to!" i smiled and took a sip of my coffee.
"have you talked to the boys about it?"

"yeah but you can tell them you agreed."

"ok." i opened my phone and called charlie.

"HI DAHLIA!" he yelled, his face very close to the camera.

"HELLO CHARLES." i did the same.

"WHATS UP?" he moved the phone and set it down, showing his guinea pigs.

"IM GUNNA BE ON THE NEXT CHUCKLE EPISODE!"

"YIPPEE!!"

"IMA TELL TED AND TUCKER BUH BYE!!" i waved.

"BYE SAY BYE TO MOCHI!" he held the guinea pig up.

"BYE BYE MOCHI!"

i hung up and called ted.

"HELLO DAHLIA! TUCKERS HERE! SAY HI TUCKER."

tucker waved. "hi dahlia!"

"hi tucker! hi ted!"

"what's the haps? what's your MAJOR?!?!" he laughed.

i started and unfocused my eyes so they looked funny.
"erm well i will be at the next chuckle recording!"

"YAY! tucker did you catch that?"

tucker gave a thumbs up. "yep!"

"YAY! well i'm going to get ready for my shift at the coffee shop!"

"ok have a good day!"

"you too!"

i hung up.

"i don't wanna, schlart." i leaned back in my chair.
i forgot it was a regular chair and not a gaming chair and leaned too far back and fell.
"OW FUCK!"

"OH MY GOD." schlatt laughed.

"DONT LAUGH, YOU FUCKER. HELP ME!"

he laughed and held out his hand for me to pull myself up with.

i did and picked the chair up.

"you dumbass."

"hey." i rubbed my back from where i fell.

i got ready for work and my shirt had a short sleeve.
shit.

i put a long sleeve black shirt under so i look cool and doesn't show my relapse scars.

"going to work?"

"yep."

"bring me home a hot coffee?"

"sure."

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i hummed a pierce the veil song as i washed the dishes cause i'm going to leave in an a few minutes.

"hun you should roll up your sleeves before you do that."  cassie said.
"here hun." she started rolling up my sleeves and before i could move my hands away she saw.
"dahlia? what..."

no...
i can't have another person disappointed in me.

i put the dishes down and put my apron away.
i left the shop.

"dahlia wait!" i heard  cassie say as i shut the door.

i got into my car and cried.
i started hyperventilating cause the severity of this problem started to get to me.
i relapsed.
i was 1 month clean.
i ruined everything.

just one more time...
then we'll stop.

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HAII chapter released a day before per Ghostytv_ request

song of the day: hold on till may by pierce the veil
cause i love that song and that's my birth month and my motto.
i love the meaning behind that song and i resonate with it

anyways make sure you eat food and drink water <333

-indigo :D

June 18th, 2024