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Dahlias pov:

"OLIVE GARDEN!!" charlie yelled as schlagg put in the order.

"BREADSTICKS!" ted yelled.

"a garden of olives? I DONT EVEN LIKE OLIVES!" tubbo yelled.

"what do y'all want?" schlatt asked.

we all ordered and then put on a movie while we waited for the food.

"which movie?" schlatt asked.
"we have, amazing world of gumball,"

"THATS A SHOW."

"FUCK YOU. we have moana, brave, shre-"

"SHREK!!" we all shouted.

schlatt sighed and clicked play.

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i drove back from the gas station with an empty stomach and candies.

i got a call from niki.

"hey dahlia, how are you doing?"

"hi niki. im doing good just coming home from the gas station, how are you doing?."

"oh ok. i'm doing well, i'm just booking the airbnb, my house is too small or else i would've let all of you guys stay."

"that's ok, is it ok if i stay another week with you at your house?"

"yeah for sure! well i have to go cause i'm going to vacuum upstairs, my cats are shedding."

"okie dokie see you tomorrow."

"see you tomorrow!"

we hung up and i was almost home.

one more time.

i looked briefly at the glove box.

you already started.
just one more time.

i sighed and tried to get my mind off of it.
i got home and i couldn't take it anymore.

i reached over to the glove compartment and grabbed my blade.
just to stop the voices.

i pulled up my sleeve of my black hoodie and cut.

once, twice...

until five cuts littered my arms.

after the adrenaline stopped, i actually saw what i did.
fuck... what did i do?!
NO NO NO NO THIS WASNT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.
NO NO NO...

i shoved my sleeve down and grabbed the blade and put it in my pocket and grabbed the bag with candies.

i walked up the stairs and knocked on the door for schlatt to let me in.

"OO CANDIES!" he took the bag and out it on the table.

"one sec i need to use the bathroom." i said a little fast and ran.

i quickly locked the door and took off my hoodie revealing bloodied arms.
fuck.

my heart started beating fast and i could tell i was about to have a panic attack.
i grabbed my airpods from my pocket and played cigarettes after sex.

i felt my breathing steady and my heart slow and i finished wrapping my arms and put my hoodie back on.

"we're watching shrek again !" schlatt exclaimed.

i laughed and sat down next to tubbo.
after two hours we finished another shrek movie and 6 episodes of south park.
"y'all we can't stay up too late cause we're waking up early to go to LA."

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