𝔖𝔦𝔫𝔨𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔫𝔱𝔬 𝔓𝔬𝔰𝔰𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔦𝔬𝔫

XXII

RUMILATE

Zammora Klein Valleriah
(POV)

*Pakk!

I felt my whole body got numb especially my face when my wife slapped me hard.

"B-baby please! let me explain! It's not what you think please!" I'm begging at her habang hinahabol siya ngayon dito sa may palabas ng Building ng University.

"FUCK OFF! I-I don't want to hear you anymore Amora! I-I saw you.. I SAW BOTH OF YOU kaya wag mo ako gawing tanga! " she scolded me at the middle of the darkness.

Am I gonna lie if I said that I was hurt too?

"P-please baby h-hear me out! Please I-Im sorry please talk to me.." I tried to hold her wrist but into my surprise, she didn't let me touch her.

"I-I don't want to hear you! Leave me alone at huwag mo akong hahawakan dahil baka mahawa ako sa kakatihan nyo!" she yelled again. I felt hurt because of her words it made me tear my heart apart.

Did I deserve this?

"P-please Eve huwag naman ganito, it's your birthday Please don't ruin it by this misunder--"

"BULLSHIT! misunderstanding again and again!" Ipinikit ko ang aking mga mata kasabay ng pagsigaw niya pero napamulat nalamang ako ng marinig ko ang sakrastikong tawa na nagmumula sa kaniya.

"p-please love" I still beg for her but she look at me without showing any emotions. There's no spark. There's no care. There's no love. But all i can see is hurt..

"well great then. You ruined my special day that never been a special since the day i was born. Thankyou!" She said at nagmadaling talikuran ako at naglakad papalayo.

"Baby please hear me out first." my eyes filled with worriedness nang hindi niya ako kinibo. And there I saw her. I saw how her precious eyes turn into endless flow of river.

"I-I'm tired L-love... You always tell me that that was all a misunderstanding but how? how can i believe it when i saw it using my own eyes?" she started to drop a heavy tears and all i can do is to bite my lower lip at tumungo.

"P-please let me go just for now." she said and she was about to walk away when I grab her with my full strength to hug her.

"Fuck it! Bitiwan mo ako!" pilit siyang nagpupumiglas para kumawala but i won't let her. I won't let her go.Not not, not even we get back to normal.

"I-I won't not until you hear my explanation baby." I tried my best to stay calm in this situation.

"Fuck! Get off me! Don't t-touch me p-please!" she just beg but i didn't listen, instead, i grab her nape and kiss her passionately. I can feel her knees weakning while she reciprocate my kiss. I thought it was same intensity but she suddenly turn into aggresive one.

She bite my lower lip and i can taste my own blood.I could feel her anger by kissing me. Hinayaan ko lang siya sa ginagawa niya hanggang patuloy pa din ang pagtulo ng kanyang luha at kalauna'y tumigil na siya sa ginagawa niya habang ang ulo'y isinandal sa aking dibdib..

My heart begins to race faster but i could feel a thousand of needles stabing my own chest..

I don't want to see her in this state.

"w-why her? b-bakit si a-ate ven pa?" she asked me at patuloy pa siya sa pag-iyak at pagbibigay ng mga hampas sa dibdib ko.

"I'm sorry." sabi ko at niyakap siya.

"Please let me go for once.." she said but i still didn't let her.

"I won't please baby don't leave me." i whispered pero nagpupumiglas na muli siya.