Christmas night

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Ship: Ryder x reader

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Au: you are jakes sister (Part 3 of "Christmas dinner")


"Wait... so my brother is pissed off because you are in love with me?" Ryder nodded, the embarrassment colored his cheeks slightly pink. "Yes, I truly and honestly love you... do you.. do you love me back?"



You felt like your brain was malfunctioning. Ryder just confessed that he loved you, and you had no idea what to reply. You couldn't deny that Ryder was a pretty boy, and you couldn't deny that he got to you.. but.. was it love? You were so confused, this warm and fuzzy feeling inside your stomach was a completely new sensation. "I.. I don't know.." you managed to say. you felt so stupid for always putting your feelings last, and now you didn't even know what love felt like.

"That's fine.." Ryder said, looking away from you. "I won't force you to". There was a certain edge to Ryders voice, as if he was ashamed of his feelings. You nervously fidgeted with your bracelets, as you had no idea how you were supposed to handle this situation. You didn't really know what to say or what you should do, so you took a deep breath, in an attempt to calm your nerves down. For a while, there was silence between you and Ryder. Until you decided to be brave (#main_character-syndrome) and you took a step towards Ryder. "Ryder..." "Yea?" "Can... Can you show me what it would be like to be with you?" you asked, blushing like a mad man. Without a word, Ryder got up, gestured you to follow him and you did. You followed Ryder upstairs to his room.

"N/n... what exactly do you wan to see?" he asked you, and you kept fidgeting with your bracelets. "Well... could you show me... what it would be like to be with you?" you were pretty sure your voice cracked at some point in your sentence, but that didn't matter. You were too focused on Ryders expression. His eyes seemed to darken, although that could be a trick of the non-existent lighting. Suddenly, Ryder stopped leaning against his desk and approached you. He wrapped you up in a tight embrace and gave you a gentle kiss on the neck. "You want to know what is like to be more than friends with me?" he whispered, his voice had a hopeful edge. "Yes" you said, you had a feeling that what you were doing was not within reason. But again, your mouth was faster than your thoughts. "I want to experience everything".

Ryder kissed your neck again, kissing up to your jawline. You felt how you shivered slightly, but you didn't have time to voice anything, as Ryder was now kissing you on your lips. He was holding you close, but at the same time, he was gentle. His hands wandered down to your hips, as he gently shoved you towards his bed. "oh... N/n... do you have any idea how you make me feel?" he whispered into your ear, nibbling on it right after. "Enlighten me then" you teased him, as you began to pull his sleeve-shirt over his head. Your eyes widened at what you saw underneath: Ryder had some decent muscles. They were nicely defined. Ryder was ripped, sure, but there was a soft touch to it. You reached out to touch Ryders abs, gently crazy your fingers along the skin.

"Care to return the favor?" Ryder teased you, as his hands slowly wandered underneath your shirt. You took off the shirt, and Ryder unclipped your bra. He shoved you a little more towards the bed, forcing you to sit down on the mattress. Ryder then kissed you again. You closed your eyes, although you gasped in surprise as Ryder pushed you further onto the bed. You felt how Ryder cautiously touched your body, careful not to hurt you. His fingers trailed from your shoulders over your breasts and stomach down to your pants. You broke the kiss for air. "You're so beautiful, N/n" Ryder whispered "I have to ask... are you sure?" "About what?" "About this. There is no reversing it, you know?" "I know Ryder. I just need to know" you whispered back. Ryder nodded and then slowly took off your pants.

As he pulled down your panties, you heard how Ryder gasped. Just a bit later, you felt how he kissed you right on your womanhood. You made a noise which was somewhere between a gasp of surprise and a hushed moan. Ryder himself wasn't really quiet either: he moaned a little while kissing you. A strange feeling build up in your stomach. It was a warm and fuzzy feeling. But then Ryder stopped kissing you, and you hurt how some fabric was rustling. "Are you okay N/n?" Ryder asked, he sounded genuinely worried. "Y-Yeah, I'm okay...." you said, taking deep breaths to calm you down. You kept your eyes closed, as you attempted to calm yourself.

Ryder meanwhile stripped out of his pants and boxers, reaching into his bedside table to get a condom. He quickly put it on, and climbed onto the bed again. "I'll try to be gentle, okay?" You nodded in response and gasped a second later as Ryder carefully pushed himself in. Ryder took a deep breath too, pulled your legs over his shoulders and slowly pushed himself deeper into you. A tear escaped your closed eyes. Ryder placed his hand on your cheek. "Shh.... it's okay N/n, it's okay..." he murmured as you tried to calm down. It didn't hurt badly, but you certainly didn't expect it to feel like this. "I'll give you some time to adjust..." Ryder whispered, although his voice betrayed that he needed to adjust to this feeling as well.

You then nodded slightly. "I... I think you can move now" your voice was a little shaky. "Okay..." Ryder breathed out as he slowly began to move. He slowly pulled himself half way out of you, only to thrust back in. His rhythm was slow and controlled, as he didn't want to hurt you, plus, it was his first time and your first time. He wanted to figure out how he liked it and how you wanted it. You began to moan softly and quietly. "mhm... R-Ryder-" you moaned. Each of Ryders thrusts made you realize that this is what you wanted. This is what you craved, what you always had been craving. "F-Faster- ahh..." you moaned, and Ryder obeyed. There was a pleasured groan coming from Ryder as he obeyed your wish and thrusted faster.

"Ohh... oh fuck- ahhh..." Ryder moaned, absolutely loving this feeling. He finally got to show you how much he loved you. "N/n... I c-can't hold this back..." Ryder managed to say through gritted teeth. Just then, Ryder thrusted into you even harder and deeper. You squeaked in surprise, but it felt so good. You couldn't resist a little joke: "Aww- Harder daddy" you joked, however, you were quickly silenced by another moan of yours. Ryder groaned in pleasure again, he was familiar with the feeling of an orgasm, and he felt how came closer and closer to it. He silently admitted to himself to have jerked off to your image more than once, but actually getting to fuck you was different. You on the other hand began to feel a knot building up in your lower region. As Ryder continued to thrust into you, the knot became more intense. Until all of the sudden, you felt an intense wave of pleasure wash through your body. You wanted to moan as loud as you could, but Ryder took that away with a kiss. He himself was at his high, releasing his seed into the condom.

As Ryder broke away for air, you lay beneath him, completely out of breath. Ryder was out of breath too, his hair was ruffled and he looked kinda sweaty. "Wow... you look... like you faced... a storm...." you breathed out, and Ryder chuckled. "So... do you" he answered, climbing down from you. You winced a little. "Are you okay?" He asked, a little concerned. "Y-Yeah... it's just... that your..." your face flushed a little more, as you weren't sure how to out it. You felt so relaxed and shy right now.... "Your... size..." you whispered, but Ryder understood what you meant. So he slowly pulled it out, watching your reaction to the feeling of his dick leaving your body.

While you still tried to wrap your head around every that has happened just now, Ryder removed the condom and put on his pajamas. You somehow managed to get up and put on your nightgown before crawling right back into Ryders bed and underneath the blanket. You two would have shared a room anyway, but you certainly didn't expect to share a bed with Ryder. Speaking of Ryder, he slid underneath the covers behind you, wrapping his arms around your body. "You're so beautiful, you know that?" he asked you, his voice held a tang of exhaustion. "Now I know for sure" you joked despite being tired as shit. You nuzzled into Ryders embrace a bit more, enjoying the proximity.

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