Move on (Destiel)

2. Call or dont call?

------------------ Cas POV-------------------
The next day I was completely torn between calling him or not, what if he regrets giving me his number?

"Charlieee! I'm dying, I don't know what to do! Please help." I whined, clinging to her arm, she was laughing and shook me off.
"Castiel, if he is as cute and gorgeous as you described him I'll warn you if you don't call him I will. I still don't get why didn't you took a picture? I need to see this man." She said and shook his head in dismissal.
"First of all I can't just go and took a picture, it would be so stalkerish, and second of all, aren't you lesbian?" I chuckled when she slapped my shoulder.
"Yes I am but that doesn't mean I can't appreciate the beauty of humanity." She said and took my phone, she started typing something and that's when I realized what she was doing.
"CHARLIE, CHARLIEEE," I yelled while she started running away from me and called Dan, she started laughing while it beeped.
"NOOO!" I said and took the phone but it was too late.

"Hello?" Someone said in the phone. I started hyperventilating, and Charlie shook me and pointed to the phone.
"Hi Dan." I said almost dying of nervousness.
"Cas? Is that you?" He said.
"Yeah." I mumbled. I heard someone gasping and a relief breath.
"I thought you wouldn't call me." He said cheerful.
"If you don't want to..." He cut me off.
"Of course I wanted you to." He said and chuckled, Charlie was watching me expectingly.
"Oh, well I did. Hi." I said feeling relief, Charlie pushed me a little to keep talking.
"I noticed, and how are you Cas?" He said, you could hear the smile in his face.
"I'm great, thanks Dan what about you? and the puppy?" I said more confident, I was smiling like an idiot.
"I'm great and Otto is still sleeping. He is so little and ugh I'm so happy," He said cheerily, I smiled because of it. "ugh Cas?"
"Mhh?"I mumbled.
"I was wondering if you wanted to go out with me?" He sounded nervous. I blushed scarlet and looked at Charlie happily.
"Yes Dan, I would love to go out with you." My voice was higher than usual.
"As a date?" He added and chuckled.
"As a date." I said.
That was the start, we talked for hours, he took me to a fancy restaurant and asked me about myself and my family, he told me about his and the fact that he was adopted. We started dating two weeks later after 4 dates and lots of texting. He would go by my house and we would watch movies on Friday night. I kept working at the pet shop and he worked as an activist, he was amazing, he loved nature, books and music.
We dated for 2 years but then something happened.
We were having a dinner, I was going to ask him to marry me, I had the most suitable ring for him, it was simple but with a carving inside that said "To the love of my life. Love Cas.", he was going to some walkout against racism first and then he will come here but it got violent, some of the people started fighting, they pushed and hit each other, Dan tried to stop it but someone shoot and he was in the way, they killed him, he didn't fought, he was trying to stop the fighting and now he was dead. He was coming over to my house for a dinner, I made some lasagna, and for desert lemon pie, but he never came.
I thought he stood me, he was supposed to be here at 8 and it was 10 pm and he wasn't here, he didn't call, I cried myself to sleep that night thinking he didn't love me.
The next day was the worst day of my life, Charlie came over for a movie night, I called her yesterday and told her what happened, she was trying to cheer me up, she would say "I bet he will come with some flowers and ask for forgiveness, or maybe he fell asleep and haven't woke up." but we didn't imagine what happened.

Someone ringed my bell and I was hoping it was Dan with the flowers, or just Dan, but it was Meg, Dan's best friend, she was brunette and small, she was always smirking and being all sassy but today she was pale, her eyes were bloodshot and her nose red, she hugged me and sobbed in my arms.
"Cas..." She said, she looked to my eyes and hold a breath. "Cas, Dan is..." when I heard those words all the blood left my body, I started shaking, "he is dead." she broke down crying as I fell to the ground crying. Charlie heard and hugged me, she held me as I sobbed, I was still in yesterday clothes so I took out the ring and cried.
Her red hair fell in her face so I didn't see her cry, her small body was holding me, her eyes were as puffy as mine, Meg was next to us crying in the ground too, Charlie pulled her to us. We cried until we dried up, I was still sobbing but nothing came out, Charlie and Meg were next to me they were calm now and sad but I couldn't.
"We need to get Otto." I said between sobs. "I'm taking him."

That was the day my life broke apart.