Move on (Destiel)

29. Excuse You

------------------------------------------------------- Cas' POV ---------------------------------------------------------

~~~~ Two weeks later ~~~~

I've been having really bad headaches, my mind gets messy at times, I'm having hallucinations and nightmares, Dean has been really worried, he doesn't know what to do.

"My angel? You need something, maybe an aspirin or a glass of water? Both?" Dean uttered worried, he had bags under his eyes, but he looked healthy.

I shook my head, right now I'm having a lot of nausea, I keep seeing angels around me.

"What is happening Dean?" I mumbled quietly, he shrugged sad.

"We should see a doctor." He mumbled, I shook my head. "Why not Cas? What if its really serious?" He was in the verge of crying, I sighed.

"Okay Dean, we'll go." I uttered closing my eyes tired, he covered me in the sheets and laid next to me as I fell into a drab dream.

I was walking in a large grey corridor, there where hundreds of doors all around me but something told me not to open them, I kept walking until the last door, I was scared of looking inside, every part of my body was telling me not to enter but I had to, there was something the calling me, calling my name, when I opened the door the most horrifying thing appeared in front of me...

"Cas!!!" Dean shook me waking me up, I started crying into his arms. "Baby I'm here, don't cry everything its alright, it was just a bad dream." He shushed me, rocking us back and forward.

I sobbed in his arms for a while, he held me and I felt like we've known each other for our whole lives, like this has been going for more than this time.

I fell asleep again, this time was simpler than before, I was in a white room, just a chair and a table, I sat and looked around.

"Cas..." Someone breathed out behind me, I turned to him. A short man with brown curly hair whit a trace of white. "Im giving you a choice, forget everything or loose this, loose Dean."

"What? What do you mean?" I mumbled confused. He smirked looking at me.

"Oh, Cassie, Cassie, Cassie." He laughed, it sounded emotionless and mechanical. "You don't get it right? You've got two choices," His smirk intensified. "You can go back to your fantasy life where you are a human next to you beloved Dean or you could come back to real life where he doesn't care about you, where he bangs chicks every single night, get drunk and calls you just when he needs you. I gave you what you desire." He looked at me innocently. "Now choose."

I looked around the room, I couldn't understand what this old man was talking about. "What do you mean?" I mumbled confused, my mind was looking around for answers but I had none, every fiber of my being was telling me to go back to real life, but my heart told me not to, to go back to Dean. "This is just a dream, thats all." I mumbled confused, I should choose Dean he is my everything and I'm just dreaming. "Just let me go back to my Dean." I mumbled worried.

"As you wish Castiel." The man uttered happily, I fell into a deep sleep forgetting this dream and everything else but the nightmares.

"Cas?" Dean whispered in my ear, I opened my eyes, I had no more headaches or nausea, I looked around the room. "Baby? Are you okay?" He mumbled caressing my cheek. I nodded and looked at him. "Would you please tell me what you dreamed last night that got you all crazy?" His eyes looked tired, his face was frowning.

"I... You..." I uttered, the sadness on horror came back, the only thing I could see was him, he was in the ground with a stake into his heart, he was bloody like just out of a fight, in his arm he had this weird but known mark, I couldn't put my finger on it but I knew I've seen it somewhere. His eyes were open and lifeless, his mouth parted. Sammy was crying into him, his screams could be hear from miles away. "You were dead." I stuttered and cried again.

Something doesn't feel right, this place, this house everything was feeling wrong but right at the same time.

------------------------------------------- Dean's POV ---------------------------------------------

All I could do was watch him get all worked up, watch him cry, it made me feel so hopeless, when I saw him wake up crying so much my heart broke, he was suffering a lot and I was so scared, what if this is really serious, what if he got SIDA I won't know what to do, I would love him and take care of him, but I can't see him be so miserable and weak.

"Cas, you are sure you are fine now? Do your head hurts?" I mumbled, I couldn't help but feel like something was wrong, I don't mean that he should still be sick because I want him healthy but why did it go away in a couple hours, I don't get it.

"Im fine Dean, maybe it was a virus or something." He mumbled, his voice raspy as i handed him a glass of water.

"Im worried Cas thats all." I uttered looking down.

He smiles and this made my heart flutter because I haven't seen him do that in a while, maybe he is right and everything is fine. "I don't know why Dean, I have this feeling that everything is going to be alright..." He breathed out, I nodded and cuddle him.

"If this comes back we will go to a doctor, okay?" I groaned and he nodded.

"Fine my love." He said and kissed my lips.

************************************ AUTHORS NOTE ***************************************

IM SO SORRY, I BET YOU ARE ACTUALLY GETTING REALLY ANNOYED OF THIS BUT IM IN A MASSIVE AUTHORS BLOCK BUT IM TRYING TO GET OUT OF THIS.

Thanks to all of you to keep reading this, I love you and I really hope this ends up really good just for you.

The story will become more dramatic and different now.

I love you all and hope you have a nice week. Ill try to write more often.

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