Move on (Destiel)

45. Starting again.

------------------- Cas POV ----------------------

I woke up to the sound of a car driving by, I jumped from the bed I was in, I looked around and saw someone next to me, the dirty blond hair was the only think I could see, but I already knew who he was.

"Dean." I breathed out, tears rolled from my eyes. "Dean!" I sobbed hugging him, he sighed turning around to face me, his sleepy eyes couldn't stay opened until he saw me, he sat in the bed startled.

"Cas, baby, why are you crying?" He said hugging me to his chest. I was so broken, I missed him like crazy, and I knew, I knew this wasn't real, I knew this wasn't my Dean, but this time I decided to stay here, and ignoring the outside world calling me.

"I had a horrible dream, I..." I trailed off, this feeling of emptiness was still there, he smelled almost the same but he wasn't Dean, he was a projection, nothing else. "I dreamt you died and I almost died myself, I can't live without you." I sobbed, I was shaking.

"Castiel." He said though, he lifted my fave with his fingers. "Look at me." He ordered and I looked at his beautiful green eyes, and I realized it's almost perfect but the greens where slightly brighter than the real Dean's eyes. "You're never going to loose me, I love you so much I couldn't live without you." He smiled and kissed my cheek.

"I forgot to give you something." I said remembering just then Dan's letter.

Dean smiled and kissed my lips lightly. "Then give it to me." He flirted with me and I blushed.

"Not that!" I mumbled embarrassed while he pouted. "Maybe later, but now I should give you something someone very important to me asked me to." I sighed and got next to the bed, I kneeled and took out a black box from underneath the bed. "He was my first love, and as you remember he died, I want you to take this and open it when you feel like the right moment, he said you should open it when life gets hard." I mumbled handing him the letter.

------------------ Dream Dean POV ------------------

I took the letter from Cas's hands, my eyes wide open, I was scared of what the letter would say, how it could affect me and what would Cas think about.

"Dean, he asked me to give it to the love of my life, and that's you, you have my whole heart." He said but I felt like there was something more, something he isn't telling me. "With you I'm complete." It sounded like a lie. I kissed his lips and got dressed quickly. "My love?" He mumbled from the bathroom, his head sneaking in the bathroom door. "Where are you going?" He asked looking me up and down.

"I need to think baby, I'll be back. Don't worry." I grinned and walked out with the letter on my hand. As I left the room the facade fell, I was confused, he was hiding something, and it was from the night to the morning, maybe he doesn't love me anymore, maybe he loves someone else, maybe he isn't gay! I groaned and walked outside, my heart pounding in my chest.

I quickly found the place where we sometimes ran to, I sat against the rock as I took out the letter from my pocket, his contents were unknown to me but they called me, I turned the letter in my hand as my body tensed up. "Just do it!" I mumbled to myself.

I ripped open the letter and a beautiful writing filled the letter.

A/N
Sorry for uploading this late, I've been busy af and night it's my inspirational time. I hope you like this chapter.

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