3. The Funeral

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------------Charlie's POV------------------
February 26, it was Dan's funeral, Cas has been crying all weekend and I can't do anything, I feel worthless, I tried to cheer him with movies or books, nothing works, not even food. Otto is Cas' dog now but I think it hurts him, because Dan bought it the day they met so it makes him remember.
We were all dressed up and walking to the church, Cas was taking Otto because he believed he needed to say goodbye too.

------------------Cas POV----------------
How can you say goodbye to the only person who keeps you alive? I was heartbroken, Otto has been crying too, he says in front of the door waiting for him, it broke me. I didn't know what to do with the ring, Charlie told be to put it on Dan, he was still the love of my life. I took the box in my hands and played with it all ceremony, Otto was sitting in the floor next to me, I think he was as lost as me, at the part where people start to say goodbye I was the first to stand up, I saw him, his beautiful face was pale, his eyes were closed so I couldn't see those green eyes for the last time, his freckles stand out more than before but he wasn't my Dan, it was an empty shell that represented everything I've ever loved, I took the ring out and put it on Dan's finger. Otto stood in two paws and liked Dan's face, he knew it was time to say goodbye, he went back to 4 paws and looked at me, I started walking and he followed me. I didn't know what to do next, all my life was with Dan, now I have nothing.
I went home and took off my tie, I sat in the bed and stared at the wall feeling my heart breaking in little tiny pieces.

"What am I going to do now?" I asked to no one, I fell into the bed and felt something; there was a box, a gray shoe sizes box, I opened it and there were 2 letters.
The first letter said to Cas read after funeral.

Cas, I'm sorry and I love you. You were the love of my life, my sun, and everything, you made me the happiest man alive and I won't be here to grow old with you but I want you to do it with someone else, I know that if you are reading this I'm dead and I'm sorry. I wish I could be there holding you and kissing you but I can't and you have to keep living without me.
Move on, for me.
Dan.

The second letter said give to the man you love. Cas couldn't think about loving other man he thought that was totally ridiculous.

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