Dean's POV-
We went back to the bunker and Mika was waiting for me in my room, he was confused but when he saw Castiel holding my hand his face changed from happy to sad, he looked away as I told Cas to wait outside.
"Dean? What is this?" He whispered, as he sniffed. I won't lie it hurts looking at him like this, I do love him but not the way I loved Cas.
"I'm sorry Mika, it's confusing and I'll answer your questions in a little bit but first I'm really sorry, and what we had wasn't a lie but he is my life, and I think we both knew there was something missing at least in my side, all those nights with insomnia and the days I felt empty aren't normal." I said sad as I sat next to him in the bed, I took his hand and kissed it, he looked at me and looked away.
"Who is he?" He said, he wasn't demanding, or mad, he was just tired and sad.
"My ex boyfriend that ran away taking everything we had, even our memories but I had some things hidden away that he didn't know about but when I found them it took me to him." I explained, he nodded and stood up.
"I can't say anything to you right now, just... I hope you'll never regret it because I won't be here anymore for rebound." He looked hurt and tired, and left the room without saying anything else.
I waited a few minutes and walked out, Cas was sleeping in the couch, he was smiling lightly and had some redness is his eyes, I guess from lack of sleep, I walked to him and picked him up in my arms, he was almost lightweight, and felt a little bony, I need to feed him, a lot. He hugged my neck as I walked to my room and laid him in the bed, I took his shoes, his trench coat, the suit and his tie, then I took my shoes off, my jacket, my jeans and my shirt because I always slept shirtless, I laid next to him and hugged him to my chest while sighing happily, something tells me this will be the first time in a long time that I get a full night sleep.
------------------ Cas POV-----------------
I didn't know anything anymore, I can't keep myself away from him so I just gave up and went with them feeling the happiest I've been in a really looong time. When we arrived there was a beautiful guy waiting for Dean, he told me to wait as he talked to the guy, by the expression on his face its Dean's boyfriend, it hurt to see them together, they looked good and I knew I didn't have the right to be jealous but while I had a half as good copy of Dean he had the real one, he touched him, kissed him, he saw him fall asleep and wake up every day and I couldn't, I went to what used to be my room and hid in the bathroom a little bit, I cried for a while and then just went to the couch and as I waited for Dean I let myself fall into a deep sleep on Morpheus arms.
I woke up by the feeling of someone taking my clothes of, I didn't open my arms but by the tingles in every part that skin connected I knew it was Dean, I heard him struggle with his clothes and then lid next to me pulling me to his arms, a deep sadness came over me and I knew I was broken, but maybe time could make things better. I was holding tears as I felt the steady rhythm of Dean's breaths I knew he was asleep so then I let myself go and sobbed for a while, I tried to keep as still as I could but Dean never woke up, as always a deep sleeper, I cried myself to sleep and let the void take me again.
I woke up by kisses in my face, it was amazing, as I opened my eyes I noticed I wasn't in my house with the fake anymore and everything that happened came back to me in a fraction of a second, I was wide eyed pressing against the headboard of Dean's bed, he was looking at me puzzled.
"Cas? What's wrong?" He said and I couldn't hold it anymore, I cried, lately I cry a lot, how can I expect the respect and superiority of being an angel if I keep crying every two seconds, Dean shushed me and kissed me, with each kiss my life started piercing together, I held to him for as long as o could until my stomach growled with need, I didn't eat anything yesterday, and I haven't been eating well so I needed one of Dean's wonderful plates. "What do you think about Hamburgers for breakfast?" He chuckled and I nodded excitedly, YES! DEANS BURGERS! I fist punched the air, and Dean stood up laughing at me. "I missed you dumbass" he mumbled as he put on a pair of basketball shorts and walked outside whistling, I chuckled while putting a shirt on.
"Maybe this time it will work." I mumbled as I followed him to the kitchen where he cooked and kissed me almost burning the burgers. "I love you Dean." I blurted out as he pressed me to the kitchen table, and in that moment I felt like the king of the universe and beyond because next to him nothing wrong could happen, right?
"I love you too dumbass" Dean said flustered as I dig into my hamburger.
The end!
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