16. Mixed up feelings

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--------------------------- Cas' POV ---------------------------

"Cas..." He said after all those beautiful words. "Can I take you on a date?" I smiled and looked around.

"Dean, you can't leave this place and even if you could I wouldn't let you until you are healthy." He looked at me and chuckled.

"I mean when I get out dummy!" His eyes were so full of life, I couldn't look away.

"Now it's time to get serious." I said, the smile leaving my face, he looked at me horrified. "What is wrong with you Dean Winchester?" I yelled and slapped the back of his head, he looked at me shocked while he rubbed his head.

"I... I couldn't do it, I thought that you hated me and I dreamt that I killed my mom, everything felt so sad and I couldn't ruin everything for you and Sammy. You both are all that I have and I didn't want to screw that too." His voice lowered until he was whispering, the shame was overwhelming in his voice, I looked at him sympathetically and he growled. "Don't look at me as if I was a lost puppy!" He pouted annoyed and looked at me mad, I chuckled and caressed his cheek.

"I'm so happy you are still alive." I mumbled and rested my head on his chest. "I don't know what I could have done if Sammy instead of telling me you were in the hospital he would have told me you died." My heart squeezed at the thought. "You are everything and I wouldn't know what to do." My voice was sad and then got angry. "You are so selfish! How could you almost die on me? You would never have know what I felt about you!" I got my head up from his chest and turned away from him.

"Cas..." He begged. "Please hug me." He sounded so broken and alone I couldn't help myself but turning and throwing myself in his arms.

"You can't imagine how awful I felt when I saw you laying in this bed! In a coma!" I whispered. "You are so inconsiderate! Sammy got really bad too! He didn't left your side, we had to almost drag him out and for his size it was pretty damn hard!" I tried to make a joke but failed. "He didn't leave the first two days, he would sleep in that chair," I said pointing to a wood chair next to Dean's bed. "He didn't go for food, we had the brought him some and make him eat, he was worried sick and I can't believe you thought this was for the best!" I stood up and went to the door.

"Cas! Where are you going?" Dean said confused and sad. "Come back!" He begged but I shook my head.

"You need to talk to him and you know it." I said and smiled at him. "I'm going to get him, get your shit together and start making up some kind of sorry talk because he won't be happy." I walked out and saw Sammy talking to the doctor excitedly, when Lucifer saw me he left and Sammy turned to me.

"He gave me his number, and I think he is cute but I don't know." He answered, I laughed and hugged him. "How's Dean?" He asked me worried, I smiled at him happily.

"You should go ask him, you have a lot to talk about." I uttered and gave him a pat in his back. "Good luck!"

He ran to the room and I heard first a scream of.

"You are a JERK." Sammy was pretty mad.

"Bitch." My green eyed boy replied. Then Dean must have told him something because I heard both of them scream like school girls.

"You didn't!" Sam screamed and then I felt like a spy so I walked away and took out my phone to text Charlie.

Me: He woke up! :)))

Charlie: How is he? Are we doing a marathon then? Can you tell him he ruined my marathon? :'(

Me: He is fine... and of course I won't! Now you want to know the news or what? ;)

Charlie: WHAT NEWS??? Emma Watson is lesbian? That would make my life entirely tho.

Me: No! But it's about certain green eyes and me... :)

Charlie: Oh my god! What happened? Tell me!

I laughed and kept texting her.

Me: He told me he is in love with me!!!! DEAN FREAKING WINCHESTER IS IN LOVE WITH ME!!!! :D))))))))

Charlie: NO WAY! NO WAYYYYY! I SHIP IT! I EVEN HAVE A NAME FOR YOU TWO!

Charlie: Wait for it...

Charlie: Wait for it... *rolls drums*

Charlie: DESTIEL! And it's real bitches! Does Sam know? I need to tell him!

Me: First of all... Great name ;). Second... you won't tell him, it's not your place but Dean's.

Charlie: AWWWW :(((

Me: I need to get back! Goodbye :) love you!

Charlie: yea yeah me too.

I slipped my phone in my back pocket and went toward Bobby.

"Hi kiddo, what's up?" He called to me and smiled.

"Dean is stable and everything is fine, I already screamed at him and slapped him and I bet Sam it's doing that too." I answered and smiled at Bobby, he was a half aged man whit a grey beard and a baseball cap.

"So... Are you two a thing or something?" I blushed and shook my head, I honestly didn't knew.

"You can tell me kid, I won't get scared, I once kissed a boy once, he was crazy and mean, but his Scottish accent was really charming and I needed a favor, and that's the way he sealed the favors, so I really don't care, the only thing is that the idjit is happy and you too." he smiled reassuringly and added. "Just please don't tell them the story I just told you, they would finish me." I chuckled and I did too.

"Thanks Bobby, bit I really don't know, I like him a lot and he likes me too." I smiled ashamed, and looked down. "We just haven't had time to figure this out."

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