-------------------------------------------------------- Cas' POV ---------------------------------------------------
I've been researching for a while, Dean never asks about it because he has been really busy, between his new job and his father coming soon to meet me, I've been really careful, when I see Metatron in the street I pretend I don't know him, when Charlie asks me about what I'm researching I told her that I'm looking for somewhere to go on vacation with Dean, she smiles and say it's a great idea and all I do is smile to her.
Dean works since 10:00 a.m. to 3:00 p.m. thing that give us all afternoon together, since I went for Otto who was in Charlie's house life has been more cheerful, he is adorable because when Dean and I sat to watch a movie he lays on my feet and watch it with us. The thing is life is getting harder for me, every time Dean does something thoughtful or sweet I get the sudden urge of crying, at times I just pretend that I need a bath and just lay in the tub crying, I don't want to leave here; I don't want to loose my only light.
Today was no different, I tried to make distance between Dean and me, it's something I decided through the day so when the time comes when I wake up it won't be as painful as it would be, but he doesn't let me do it and it's so hard for me to resist him, his eyes looked at me with confusion as I started crying in his arms, we were cuddling, he was playing with my hair as he sang to me a song called 'Angeles', his voice was echoing through my body, I couldn't stop the wave of pain and guilt moving all inside me, my heart felt like someone was squeezing it, I felt dry and tired, I couldn't take it any longer as my tears fell from my eyes, he stopped singing and looked at me.
"Baby? What's wrong?" His voice full of concern and all I could think about was 'will real Dean talk to me the same way?' I let my head fall, sobs leaving my mouth he lifted my chin making me look at him in the eyes. "Cassie, Cas, what's wrong?" He hugged me as I shook my head.
"Cas! I need you to wake up." I heard in my head, Dean didn't seem to notice anything. "Cas! I need you, I... Dean its hurt." Sam talked into my head, my breath got caught in my throat. "CASTIEL" He yelled, my head started pounding, the room was shaking, the walls breaking and the floor too, Dean was really scared he was holding me close and when he noticed something falling from the ceiling he pushed me away and all I could see was a big piece of the ceiling hitting him in the head, I tried pulling him next to me in the floor but his legs were trapped under a piece of rock that fell from the ceiling.
"Dean!" I yelled, he wasn't moving, his face was pale and I got really scared, I can't be going through this.
"If you want to leave here you'll have to kill him first" His voice filled the place, I felt goosebumps on my back as the small man entered the place. "You chose to be here Asstiel" he said quirky.
"STOP THIS METATRON!" I yelled to him, I got up as the roof started falling all at once, I started pulling Dean but he didn't move, in the last push my hands slipped and I fell next to another coach and seconds later the ceiling fell, I saw how it crushed Dean, I saw my whole life die in front of me and I couldn't let anything happen to the real Dean, I closed my eyes and felt some kind of electricity on my body, I started shaking as my body got surrounded with light.
"Leave me alone Metatron!" I uttered angry, he killed the love of my life, even if he was fake he was all I had, a ball of light left my hand and hit Metatron on the chest shooting him against the wall. I took him by the hair and threw him to the other side of the room, as he hit the floor the room started disappearing, the broken house banished leaving a white room Metatron was in the floor bleeding. "I will come for you asshole but in the mean time I need to help Sam and the real Dean." As I left the room all my memories came back like a bullet, they flooded my mind and all I could think was Dean, I appeared near to the bunker and ran the left path, rain was pouring all around, my body was in hospital clothes, some blue pants and a blue shirt, my legs were stiff by all this time without walking, I noticed that my arm had needle stings, I couldn't care less at the moment, I pounded in the door desperate, I heard Sam running here.
"Who is there?" He asked, I almost cried by the shock of hearing him again. "Who is there? Who are you?"
I coughed and looked to the camera. "Hi Sam." I mumbled, I heard a gasp and the door opening.
"Cas?" He said, he was standing in front of me, his face in a full smile as he took me in his embrace. "GOD CAS I MISSED YOU!" He yelled and took him into the bunker.
"What's wrong with Dean?" I uttered really worried, I felt like this wasn't simple.
"He is really bad right now Cas, he did something stupid." His voice broke at the end as he took me into the main area.
I nodded signaling him to continue. "He started drinking, he stopped sleeping, and he tried to summon every single demon to make a deal. He found someone else instead..." I felt like someone cut my heart I half. "An angel called Ezekiel." I looked at him confused, he looked away. "He betrayed us, he told him where to find Metatron, I didn't knew Dean went looking for him! They fought and Dean is badly injured." I looked at Sam's face and all I could think about was my fake Dean getting killed by Metatron and now real Dean was dying too because of that asshole.
"I need to see him." I mumbled walking to Dean's room, I felt a knot in my throat as I saw the laying figure, he was pale, there were bags under his eyes, he looked drained, he was full of bruises and cuts too, the worst part was a bandage in his chest, it was full of blood and I could notice how his veins all around that area where purple and really visible. "Did Metatron used the deathly blade?" I said scared, Dean heard my voice and turned around to me, his eyes lighting up.
"Cas!" He said and started coughing.
"Hi m... Dean." I said and almost call him 'my love', Sam took my arm and pulled me out.
"Dean said he used a silver knife with a red blood handle." He uttered, his eyes almost making two holes in my face.
"I can't cure him Sam." I mumbled as my eyes filled with tears, he looked scared now.
"What?" He looked at Dean's door.
*************************** Author's Note ***************************
JARED IS 33 NOW! This chapter is dedicated to him, the moose manchild. Watch the video I did for his birthday! http://youtu.be/vTSULsqRkuE
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