I just published the changes to the first chapter and I'm gunna fix 11-16 and probably a few minor problems in the first couple of chapters. I swear I proof read these but as I become a better writer, naturally I feel the need to fix past mistakes and improve my chapters. I want this to be the best that I can make it.
It doesn't have to be your favorite book or even Alastor fanfic, but I know for a major fact that most fictions revolve solely on experiences with that one character.
I've grown attached to Melinoe, I see a lot of myself in her. Even if this doesn't get to be that popular, I want this to be something to show people the different sides of things and how the effects of trauma change people in different ways.
if you haven't noticed, the whole premise of Mel is the fact that she (or you) has developed severe anxiety regarding her romantic partner, her father, and the effect her actions have on the family. This is something I know a lot of women struggle with.
Alastor has sunk into himself as a result of losing his family, he's unable to feel normal human emotion. The only emotion he felt came as a result of killing people, the cause of his killing streak. Mel is the one woman that he's obsessed with, she makes him feel things. Which is why she's the only one whose managed to capture his heart, much less his attention. Alastor is obsessed with her.
Lucifer became the person he needed, someone to forgive and teach the proper way to have power.
Lilith teaches respect and equality something Adam failed to have, and couldn't love her properly because of it.
Hayden has become silent, terrified of spreading information that could get people killed.
Trauma affects everyone differently, and it's devastating to me when I know that someone else has been through some of the things I've been through.
Initially, that's what this story was.
It was a dream, me wishing I had a father like Lucifer is to Mel. Wishing I had a non-toxic family, wishing I could feel things. Writing this was my coping mechanism, and looking back at it, I'm glad I wrote it, because now I have this in history.
It's awareness for the effects of different types of abuse, but I also just think that it's a good story.
I'm gonna toot my own horn here, I'm really proud of this, and want it to be something that you can go back and re-read just because.
Go forth and blossom, my damned friends, thanks for reading <3
-Styria
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