Even if we can't be together, I will still love you. Every time I hear my phone go off, I'll hope that it's you missing me, when it never is. And I think that the biggest part of me will always wait for you.
Who even without contact, will be the one I want.
Deep down, a part of me knows that I need to move on and move forward from you. There's a part of me that knows you have never treated me right and probably won't ever treat me the way I deserve to be treated.
I should be able to move on. To stop waiting on the impossible to happen. To stop holding on to someone who doesn't even care about my feelings.
I deserve to be able to give someone a chance. Someone good.
I deserve to find someone that's good for me. Understanding. Patient. Reassuring. Caring. Selfless. Considerate.
I should be able to let you go and move on by now.
But, I really don't know how.
And it hurts.
