It hurts.
Really hurts.
Knowing that I still care.
But, you've blocked me out of your life.
There is absolutely nothing I can do about it.
It hurts.
I know I need to let go.
Close that chapter.
But, I don't know how.
You've taken so much joy.
Taken so much happiness away from me.
Ruined what should be the best years of my life.
So I think it's time.
It's time for me to move on.
I don't think that the idea or thought of something has ever scared me more in my entire life.
I am terrified.
I don't know what my life looks like without you in it.
