I still miss you.
And yes there are times where it still hurts.
But I've slowly learned how to be a little more okay without you in my life.
A big part of me I believe will always love and care for you.
I've just had to figure out how to not let it hurt so much anymore.
Because there are times where I miss you so much I feel like I can't breathe.
But then I have to remind myself that you don't miss me.
You no longer care for me.
And you don't love me.
Therefore no matter how much I want to break,
I won't allow myself to.
Because I refuse to lose sleep or keep allowing myself to heart to shatter into tiny little pieces
For someone who doesn't care about me anymore.
And I can't live in fear of judgement of the person who ruined me
For the way I choose to repair what they broke.
