I feel like sometimes the things I think about are stupid to everyone else.
I just don't wanna have another year like I have had for the past three years in a row.
I want this year to be good to me.
Good for me.
If that even makes sense.
I don't wanna be depressed and feel like I'm drowning in pain all the time anymore.
I just kinda wanna feel at peace with my life.
Not feel like I'm walking on eggshells constantly around the people in my life.
Not feel like I have to always look over my shoulder or have to watch my back because I'm afraid someone is out to get me in some way or try everything in their power to make my life miserable.
I wanna be able to look at the people in my life and know that they genuinely care about me.
Not feel like I'm surrounded by people in my life who are constantly hurting me in some way.
