Thirty-two

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I am becoming the most beautiful version of myself with each new day.
I'm allowing myself to feel at ease.
Taking everything day by day.
Letting myself feel happy.
Moving forward with my life instead of backwards.
Meeting someone new.
Something I never truly thought I'd do.
But, I have to tell you.
Finally allowing myself to do all of these things?
Honestly feels like I can breathe again.
I've felt happier.
More at ease.
Smiled more in the past few days than I have in years.
I'm so proud of myself.
I fought so many battles on my own.
For the longest time.
Just to get to the point that I'm at right now.
I never thought I'd see the day.
I actually feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
I know everyone says "new year, new me" every year.
But, I really do feel like this year will be different for me.
And I've never been so excited.

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