I'm so angry.
I hate myself for what I did.
Because I had what I wanted right in front of my face.
But, I was so busy trying to make him jealous or piss him off that I fucked it all up.
And I truly hate myself for it.
I only did it because I wanted him to know how that felt.
But, as always, I'm gonna be the one who looks like the bad person in the situation.
All because I just wanted him to feel what he made me feel, what he put me through.
I wanted him to know what that was like.
