As much as I wanna say "fuck love," say that I don't want it, or don't need it...
I can't even tell anyone that.
I can't lie to anyone, no matter how hard I try to.
I just can't do it.
Because somewhere deep down, I know that love is all I've ever truly wanted.
It's all I've ever dreamed of being able to have.
The good kind.
The healthy love.
I want that.
