His Safe Haven ~ EDITING on hold ~

Chapter Eighteen

I stood outside the casino I once called home, I was feeling sick, sicker than sick actually.

I just wanted to get this over and done with as quick as possible.

The flight was good, we both pretty much slept the whole trip on the bed, neither of us had gotten much sleep last night since we had stayed up talking about the whole John situation and how we were going to handle it.

He had information on the other guy who helped kill my family but wouldn't tell us without meeting me in person.

I didn't want to go, not when I promised Evan I wouldn't go there.

But another part of me wanted to go and get some type of closure.

I hated not knowing where my family was.

Not being able to give them a funeral or saying goodbye properly.

I knew what I had to do right now and I needed to talk to Evan first before I told Flynn my decision, he didn't even approve of me going there but he also knew how important it was to know about my family.

I wouldn't be going anywhere without him while I was back here, Flynn was here for business and definitely wasn't here to negotiate any contracts.

I dialled Evan's number, my heart beating frantically as it rang, on the third ring he picked up in a cheerful mood.

'morning beautiful' I smiled at the way he answered his phone, he must be alone.

'hey babe, we just got here not long ago'

'how is everything so far?' he asked.

'fine, we're outside the casino at the moment, listen I need to tell you something'

he was silent for a moment which only made my stomach churn even more 'no' he stated.

'what do you mean no?' I asked confused.

'you stay away from the prison Emilia' he spoke low but I could tell he was getting pissed.

'just listen to what I have to say first please' I asked with a sigh.

'fine try convince me otherwise' he laughed humorously.

'when I got home last night Flynn had a call from John's lawyer, he is offering to tell me who helped kill my family but only if we met with him today'

I waited for a response 'babe don't he's playing you, I have a couple people still looking into it, trust me if he was going to offer up a name he would of done that when he was arrested to drop some of his charges, I think he just wants to see you and fuck with Flynn, try and cause more trouble for you both'

I thought over what he was saying for a second 'you're right, I am just so tired and not thinking straight I hardly slept worrying about everything and all I want is to know what happened, I hate not knowing' I sniffed wiping my eyes, Flynn looked up mouthing you ok I just gave him a nod in response.

'you never told me that, you never speak about them to me' he said quietly 'I wish you would though' he said even quieter.

'If I think about them to much then I get upset and I don't want that to happen until everything is over with'

'ok babe, well I miss you and cant wait to see you tonight'

'I miss you too Evan, have a good day and I will call after I meet with this jack ass' I scowled, I heard him laughing quietly before I ended the call.