His Safe Haven ~ EDITING on hold ~

Chapter Twenty Four

Living in Japan was very fast paced, Wesley and I lived in Tokyo in a apartment suite, it was very different to the gold coast, the view was breathtaking, I was taking so many photographs and emailing them to Flynn, he was definitely wanting to come over and visit.

It had been seven long weeks, the first week was the toughest, Evan seemed to have completely forgot about me, Flynn had told me when they went to the black and white ball Evan never showed up, he was also up to his head with work, that Flynn had been flat out with new contracts for Evan, and apparently he was also back to the hard ass prick.

Good to see some things didn't change.

Wesley and I got alone pretty well, there was the three of us living in the suite, Wesley, myself and Wesley's business partner Christian, I found out they were together when I accidentally walked in on them together. That was an awkward day since neither of us knew what to say to each other.

The next day everything was back to normal.

Flynn and I talked for nearly two hours everyday, we had talked about the kiss and just come to the conclusion that it was my hormones and his sadness for me leaving that brought out our feeling.

Work was different, I spent the whole time shadowing Wesley and Christian they both spoke fluent in Japanese but Christian translated for me so I could understand better.

In the whole seven weeks I learnt three words, hello, goodbye and I love you, I learnt that one for Flynn who since I wouldn't tell him what it meant he had to look it up and three days later he told me he loved me back.

Being here for so long was a good thing, I was able to come to terms with everything that had happened, Evan was right when he said I had acted like nothing had happened, so I ended up writing out all my feelings, I kept a daily journal which I would write every feeling or thought I had, most of them ended with I still love Evan.

I will always still love Evan, he was the one thing I missed the most, I missed and loved Flynn but Evan was the love that had broke my heart. So many times I wanted to google his name but I couldn't bring my self to do it. I didn't want to see him with another woman.

It hasn't been all work and no play, no in fact we did a lot of tourist things, Wesley, Christian and I went to Tokyo Disneyland, that was definitely a highlight of the trip, three adults riding the rides and having a fun work free day was what I needed, it was good to scream and laugh, the guys were just live average men, not the businessmen they acted like each day.

I was sitting on my bed with the laptop, I had been thinking about doing this for the past week and I don't know what would come of it, if doing it would even be worth it but if Evan thought I was a robot with no emotions or feelings then I was going to send him everything I had written to prove him wrong.

I was also going to send him a photo of her.

He was most likely going to delete it, what man like him would sit and read everything I wrote and then pick up the phone and call me, would he call me? Highly doubt it.

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Evan,

I know I am the last person you probably want to hear from, but I want to thank you.

What you said to me the night you broke up with me was all true.

I am sorry for making you feel like I never let you in, maybe your right,

but in all fairness your the one that couldn't let me in either.

So here is something I hope will make you understand a bit better,