Romanoff & Maximoff

To love or to be loved pt 2 | wanda and nat

Nat pov

"Y/n?? Anybody home??" I knocked.

She didnt go to work after what we saw last night and..im worried. I know how it feels to be neglected and i can handle that..but i dont think she can.

Im here standing infront of her door in the middle of the night, flowers and ice cream on my hand.

"oh..h-hey" she opened the door already on her pjs..looking si exhausted

"Uhm..tony told me you didnt go to work today..and i couldnt sleep so i--" she cut me off not saying anything and just dropped her body on me pulling me on a tight hug as she broke down.

I immedietly dropped everything and pulled her even tighter rubbing her back "i-it's so h-heavy" she catched her breath. "Shh..i know..im here" i sighs letting her cry on my shoulder.

"I-Im s-sorry" she shaked her head pushibg her self off of me wiping her tears

"Uhm..i got you some ice cream" i smiled trying to be comforting

She let me in as we went directly to her room not wanting to wake her room mate. For someone who's hurting her room is still organized.

I smiled to myself seeing this huge open box full of flowers. "You kept some of the flowers i give to you?" I mumbled

"No..i keep a flower each boquet" she responded making me feel so special as she picked one from the one i brought putting it

"A-Are you hungry?" She sniffed looking directly at my eyes as i made myself comfortable sitting at the edge of her bed.

"No, im ok. I just dont want you to be alone tonight" i sighs as she opened this mini fridge passing me a liquor

"When did you start drinking?" I raised a brow

"It helps" she sat down next to me taking a sip but i could see how much shes so disgusted by the taste

"Remember the time we used to have sleep overs and your room mate who first of all is so weird having that cardboard cut out of me never finds out im here?" I chuckled trying to make her smile but she just gave me a nod before chugging her drink

"Slow down..that drink hits hard. You may not feel it now but that will fucked you up later" i huffed as she looked at me pouting

"Sorry..language" i nodded

She stood up putting her empty bottle with the rest on the floor..yeah she had like 3 bottles and for someone who never drink, shes in a lot of trouble

She dropped on her bed fae first like a corpse "can we cuddle?" She cutely asked still her face burried on the cushion making me chuckle

"Sure" i lay down as she quickly burried her face on my chest.

Not even a minute she started snoring quietly..i gently lift her face to look "youre the one crying but im the one dying inside just seeing you like this" i caress her cheek

"Im such a slave for your love..i would trade the universe just to have it." I mumbled underneath my breath not wanting to wake her up

"I would tell you everyday how beautiful you are..how you're so good to me, how i love every inch of you, how i love waking up next to you, how much you mean to me..how i love being loved by you...if you can just love me back.."

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"Y/n? What are you doing over the-- y/n? " i slowly opened my eyes not feeling her beside me anymore.

Welp shes gone, i checked my phone and she actually left me a text "mr starks called me for work. I cooked something just reheat it..dont worry my room mate ran some errands, she wont be back till tonight" i read it to myself.