Romanoff & Maximoff

To love or to be loved last part | nat

Nat pov

"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU UPTO?!???" I furiously confronted my wife after tony sent me the cctv footage of her putting the cinnamon on y/n's drink

She's just looking at me swallowing thickly trying to stop her tears

"You almost killed her..w-what's wrong with you?!??"

"For a moment...i wish she were" she emotionally stated looking so weak making me so soft for a reason.

"I miss you...i miss my girlfriend. The way you cared for me before, the way you make me feel safe..now its all about her. Your drunk blonde friend on the party told me about your past with her" she sighs still in the same expression

"I get it...s-she's your greatest love..but you married me" she sobbed looking directly at my eyes

Everything is going in my head right now...shes right...i pulled her in a hug letting her rest her head on my chest as she still keeps on sniffing "im sorry...you're right..im being too hard on you. Im so sorry.." i sigh feeling her tighten the hug

"Please don't leave me...y-you're everything to me, nat. I love you.." she looked up kissing my lips.

Words i never heard from y/n..yet i keep on choosing her with this woman who's willing to do everything for me

"No..i..no more y/n, lets work on our relationship" i gulp forcing a smile

I did not want to leave y/n just like that tho..i texted her about it...i did not want to call because i know just the sound of her voice would make me go back to her in a second and what more if i'll say it in person?
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Y/n pov

"What's the result?" Niel asked as i took a deep breath.

I just came from a mission...i needed to stay with them to make sure the jet is not gonna malfunction. Problem is the enemies tried hijacking it and i was still there. I was knocked off and when i woke up i was already at hulk's arms.

They said they rescued me from their lab. These people are trying to spread a disease and basically used my body as a carrier.

Im being surrounded by the med group right now, they said the disease isnt contagious so no need to panic that i'll spread it.

"It's positive.." they stated making everyone take a deep breath

"How do you feel?" Fury asked

"I..I can feel my muscles clenching"

"You have high pain tolerance..the virus is slowly restraining your muscles" the doctor stated

"Im...going to be paralized????" I huffed honestly getting scared

"It's also attacking her organs, its moving faster when your heart rate raises..calm down.." she warned me showing me the vitals

"Everything will be ok...i'm just here ok?" Niel reassured kissing my hand but i could see that he's more terrified than me in his eyes

I was getting light headed...everything becames blur before i felt my body just dropping

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Clint pov

They held y/n putting her on the lab bed to monitor her whole situation after she passed out. "It's my fault" i mumbled so angry at my self

"It's nobody's fault, clint" steve seriously stated not removing his eyes on y/n

"I was supposed to watch over the jet.."