"Natty?" i heard a knock and i just quickly wiped my tears
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"hmm..merry Christmas" y/n came in wearing a santa hat and some food
"What are you doing here?" i chuckled
"Well, i figured we can eat together and y'know.. spend Christmas..together" she hesitantly says scratching the back of her neck
"don't you have a family to spent it with?" i asked and suddenly a bunch of people came in
"Merry Christmas!!" They greeted making me actually cry in happiness
"you're part of that family, dear" y/n's mom approached me with a hug
"t-thankyou" i wiped my tears letting her go
"merry Christmas natty" y/n smiled at me
"thankyou...and stop calling me that" i complained laughing pulling her in a hug
"heyy Auntie natt, i made some peanut butter bites for you!" y/n's niece come running to me hugging me legs before i actually picked her up
"you made those??" i asked giggling
"can i have some?" y/n asked getting one but her niece moved them away from her
"only for auntie nat" she frowned as y/n. did that 'im watching you' gesture
"she's annoying" her niece huff making me actually laugh
"She is?"
"Yeeeah she's annoying because she likes you" she mumbled before widening her. eyes
"what?"
"h-huh?"
"what did you say?"
"i..i..i-i said y-you uhm like PEANUT BUTTER!" She awkwardly says before getting off of me and ran away
"y/n...likes me?" i asked myself weird out
well we've met before in a play...i just thought the title of the play was interesting and so i got in there to watch...turns out she's one of the actors.. then the blip happened...she lost her girlfriend and it's been 5 years then..i just don't know if she misses her or she actually likes...me
"Boo!" someone snapped me out of my thoughts poking my back making me flinch
"Wow, the black widow actually flinch?" y/n asked smirking before going in front of me but obviously hiding something from her back
"ok I'm not blind" i giggled before she gave me this box..that is well wrapped
"Merry Christmas natty" she smiled
i opened the gift excitedly and it was a teddy bear with her name on it before she also showed another teddy bear but with my name on it
"uhm..figured it'll be great if we have each other..well not literally coz they're teddy bears obviously but uhm y'know...even if I'm not their physically when you're lonely you still have me.. but in teddy bear form..you won't be lonely again..y'know" she awkwardly explains but I'm still lost
"wow..i-i.."
"everything ok? I'm sorry, are they too cliche?" she asked softly
"no... it's just that..t-this is my first time.. actually receiving a Christmas gift that actually has gifts in it" i stated shaking before she pulled me in a comforting hug
"you'll have the best Christmas..i promise, we will spend it as if it's our last Christmas together" she pulled me off lightly before cupping my face and kissing my forehead
we spent the day playing games with her family and i won a lot!! i won different prices and I've actually never felt this happy and thrilled it just felt so good having a family.
It was already bright outside and everyone decided to go on their own Christmas things but y/n stayed
"lets go?" she asked
"hmm? what do you mean?" i asked genuinely confused while trying to clean but still can't remove my smile
"i kinda uh uhm" she cleared her throat showing these beers
She held my hand and pulled me over to my car outside...well she doesn't know how to drive so? I'm still the driver here
"hey! hey! get down!" i complained watching her open the roof of my car and just started going for it shouting in happiness.
i know I'm not supposed to feel it this way but i think the idea of her liking me is actually the best thing ever. i mean I'm looking at her right now and..i..i can see a future with her
"Natt come on! get in here!" she cheered
"no, thanks" i shrugged it off but she suddenly get down and put my car in auto pilot
"i hate you" i sigh can't stop my smile before also going on the same spot she was before. Both of us just laughing on how the air hits our skin.
"I LOVE CHRISTMASSSS!!" she shouted making me chuckle
"YOU'RE SO MATURED HUH?" I laughed out loud at her
"come onn, try ittt"
"oh no, please"
"NATASHA ROMANOFF IS A STUBBORN AGENT!" She shouted receiving a dramatic gasp from me
"Y/N IS IMMATURE!" i also shouted and to be honest, it felt great
"BUT I'M HOT..SO IMMATURE BUT HOT" She responded and i just started laughing my lungs out
"God, i love you" i chuckled to my self before i widen my eyes
I looked to my side literally can't even open my eyes and as expected she's starting at me shocked
"i-i..y/n..you see..i---" i tried can't even put on words before being cut off by her locking our lips together
"i..love you too" she responded as we rest our foreheads together
the car stopped and we're finally at our destination. we arrived at the part where we first met and y/n immediately put a blanket on the grass with some beers and chips
"hmm, can't really call this fine dining so..WELCOME MY LOVE, TO Y/N'S FUN DINING" she formally stated making me chuckle
we both sat down and had our drinks talking about random stuffs that actually bring us a lot of memories before we decided to just lay down and watch the sunrise
"y/n? can i asked something?"
"anything"
"what about your girlfriend?" i asked nervously and she actually sigh at my question
"we..uhm broke up even before the blip" she cleared her throat
"you're telling the truth right? i don't wanna be the other woman here" i huff going closer to her and just used her bicep as a pilow, wrapping my hand around her waist
"and i would never want you to be the other woman..i found out she cheated on me and i couldn't take it..so i broke up with her" she mumbled
"y'know i read a quote ones..you can't really find the right person if you're stock with the wrong person"
"i think that's right..coz I'm a hundred percent sure.. you're the right person" she kissed my forehead making me smile
"i know it has been 5 years of this whole universe wipe thing and all of us are still in horrible places but you know this is the best Christmas I've ever had and it made me lose " i moved a little closer to her body Enough to bury my face on her neck and just closed my eyes
"and this is just the start..we will have the Best Christmas of our lives together..each year till we can't even walk anymore with gray hairs" she added making me smile even more
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just a little thing to comfort our souls that nat's last Christmas was the best and she didn't spent it alone.
