What to Expect When Expecting in an Omegaverse: Minsung

Heart-to-Heart.

CW!! More abortion talk. It doesn't go into detail but it is discussed between Felix and Jisung. Jisung is essentially questioning if he's making the right decision, so it will be angsty.
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"Nabi-ya, will you give Papa a hug, or are you still being mad at me?" Felix asks his pup, she'd just had a pretty big tantrum over her father not letting her eat beads from a broken bracelet. The omega father practically had a mental breakdown when he'd seen what she was putting in her mouth. Then commenced an atleast thirty second battle of him yelling, "Spit it out!" and sticking his fingers in her mouth. The entire interaction left her extremely upset with him and she'd made it known with a fifteen minute crying (screaming) session.

The one-year old sniffles sadly as Felix rubs her back comfortingly. She doesn't respond with her words but just turns around and toddles into his arms for a much needed hug. Her father easily obliges and lifts her up in his arms. He stands up with her while he presses little kisses to her head of black hair.

"You were upset Papa wouldn't let you taste what you wanted? I understand, and that's okay. I love you, my baby." The brunette explains gently as he wipes her wet cheeks with his thumb. Nabi seems worn out by the exertion of having such big emotions. One of her round dumpling cheeks squishes against his chest as she rests her head against it. He rubs her back as he bounces her softly. "My baby," he repeats fondly and Jisung feels something strange in his chest twist. He forces himself to look away when he realizes he doesn't like the feeling.

"Is she okay?" Jisung asks as he looks back down at his Nintendo Switch in his hands. He's not sure what to say, or if he should've said anything at all. It seems like it may have been an intimate moment between a parent and their baby that he should've stayed quiet through.

"She's okay, just sleepy. I'm gonna go put her down for her nap." Felix says and Jisung nods before the omega leaves for Nabi's room- which used to be Hyunjin's before the toddler took it over. Neither the omega or his boyfriend seemed to mind though, since they slept together every night anyways.

Felix leaves and Jisung is suddenly encompassed with silence that makes his thoughts much louder. He can't pretend that seeing his bestfriend with Nabi doesn't make him think of what his own child would be like. How he'd handle their tantrums and if he'd love them so much he'd acquire the same patience as his friend. Jisung thinks he wouldn't be able to handle the crying. He thinks maybe he'd go crazy or start to resent his baby. Who resents a baby for crying, you know? He'd make a terrible parent.

"I'm back. I'm sorry that went on for so long. This is a recent development that I'm not really sure how to handle." Felix comes back without his daughter and he chuckles sheepishly with the apology.

"It's okay. There's nothing to apologize for, she's a baby." Jisung shrugs and the other omega sighs with a nod. He nudges Jisung's legs, that the dark-haired omega had stretched out on his couch, and makes room for himself to sit. The ever-cuddly omega lays down almost on top of Jisung as he squeezes in to lay next to him on the couch. "You seem like you handled that really good though- obviously, I'm not sure what's actually good, but that seemed like that was it."

"I guess... but honestly I don't actually know how I'm supposed to handle tantrums. This is my first time raising a toddler after all. I just try to comfort her and let her know that I'm there, and that there's nothing wrong with being upset. I don't know if that's right, and if I'm supposed to let her sort it out on her own. She's just a baby though. My baby. I don't like seeing her cry." The omega explains and Jisung nods thoughtfully. "I think you'd probably do the same when your baby- oh... um, I'm sorry. I-I don't know why I brought that up" Felix seems to realize what he'd said and quickly stops himself to apologize.

"It's okay." Jisung shakes his head in dismissal, then he tries to go look back to his game for a distraction. "I scheduled the appointment." He says quietly and his focus on the game is, honestly, completely gone. Felix is quiet but Jisung can feel the other man's body just barely tense due to their close proximity. Jisung avoids looking at the freckled omega, afraid of the emotions that would be written on his face.

"How are you feeling about that?" Felix asks and Jisung shrugs. "Are you scared?" Jisung nods, "Will Minho be going with you?" Felix continues to ask and Jisung sighs, finally lowering the game from his face. Felix sits up to be able to look at his friend as he speaks.

"No, I don't think so. I told him I made the appointment and he never replied. I didn't want him to go with me anyways. I don't want to see his pitiful little face when I'm already feeling shit to begin with." Jisung replies and Felix frowns with a shake of his head.

"He should go with you, and be supportive instead of acting like a victim and making you feel guilty. These things aren't so simple, you know?" Felix says angrily and Jisung just frowns.

"I don't think he's trying to make me feel guilty. I think he just doesn't know how to react. I'm sure this is a first for him as well. He obviously wants kids. He's also older and more established than me. He's probably sad." Jisung defends Minho weakly, and he's not sure why he does. It just feels kind of wrong to let Felix talk bad about him when he's not here.

"I know, but sometimes you're supposed to put your own feelings aside when you know someone's hurting more than you, so that you can be there for them. Even if you guys aren't in a relationship, you're still friends and you did this together. He needs to be there for you." Felix explains and Jisung doesn't respond, because he feels like Felix may be right. "I know you're hurting, Sung. I wish I could help." He quietly adds and Jisung's eyes sting again.

"I just wish it didn't have to be this way. I can't stop thinking about what it would be like. What if it wouldn't be as bad as I think it would be, and I go through all of this for nothing?" Jisung confides with his voice breaking with emotion. "What if I'm just scared and I'm making a mistake?" Tears rolls down his cheeks as he asks this and he wipes them away with his sleeve.

"I don't know. I'm sorry, Sung. When I got pregnant with Nabi, I was really scared too. I didn't think of not having her, but I did think that I was signing myself up for a difficult life. It's not always easy, as you've seen, but I do feel like she is the best thing that has ever happened to me. I can't imagine what my life would be like right now without her." Felix says and Jisung's heart clenches in his chest. "I'm not trying to convince you not to go through with it. You should do what's best for you. I just wanted to tell you that life with a baby isn't all bad- if you're willing to see it that way." The omega continues and Jisung nods.

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Hi! Both this part and the one prior were way shorter than usual so I just uploaded them together. I hope you guys are enjoying this story, I'm enjoying writing it. <3